..sorry Susan

Sorry Isabel

..I'm gonna go..stare at a wall until I stop working, or something..

..who says you have to eat in a day...i've been laying here and haven't moved and I feel fine..

..how long does it take to die of dehydration again?

..really am useless...

EDIT:...and now I'm suspended for a month.

..I'm going to see if I can..will myself into a coma.

..maybe I should just dye my hair brunette permanently..I'm not smart enough to do anything otherwise.

..can't even understand when a friend is upset....No wonder I'm only a celebrity because of my chest.

Never leaving my bed ever again.

Maybe I'll..die of starvation or something..

another me will just show up anyway.

...I wonder if I did the right thing..

..isabel's gonna hate me either way, so..urgh.

..I'm not leaving the ballpit.

...

Y..y-you all..don't..h-h-hate me..right..? I'm..n-not j-just a s-selfish brat, right....?

I..c..care about people other than me..right..?

....I lost.

....I..I always expect to lose, b-but..I..actually d-did this time..

....this feels worse than it should.

 Oh god what.

....I take a walk through the forest and NOW I remember my childhood. and I'm so drunk the years are totally off.

good thing I went back to America and kicked Dad in the balls.

..why do I even bother trying anymore..I'm too stupid to realize I got ripped off..

..atleast..I still have..the Heroes, Copycat, Psychics and Exodia..not that..I deserve to have Exodia..I should give it back to Kimiko-senpai..