I am bothered
Merry Xmas....I have a lot I am thinking about.
Most of which right now involve my family. I guess I have been a pain in the ass over this year once college hit. I have developed a relationship with someone I truely care about and we are about to be hitting out 4 month. I guess my grades have sorta suffered being that im at a 2.4 GPA:-(. I dont care cuz I do love her. My family is another thing that has sorta suffered. I dont spend as much time with them as I like. Being xmas time I should be together with them but right now it seems like we are completely apart. My one cousin is now a complete pest. n She causes hell at her home and is completely rude and obnoxious here. She is the most immature 17 year old I have ever met and yet she is beginning ot take on really big responsibilities which I make clear to her face that she is not ready for. I guess I am a worryier which Julie would say is mom's fault but I think I have the right to worry. When someone is given responsibilities they are clearly not ready for it can harm them and others around then if things go wrong. I do not talk to her much and therefore cannot give advice on certain experiences I have encountered. I feel really depressed right now and worried for what might happen to her. As for me and my family it seems like we r too distant this year. I hope tomorrow we all hang out and enjoy eachothers company. I really hope this holiday doesnt turn into the materialistic commericialized holiday all the commercials advertise. I can only hope
All I got for this morning Merry Xmas to all and to all a good night
The Hero
Most of which right now involve my family. I guess I have been a pain in the ass over this year once college hit. I have developed a relationship with someone I truely care about and we are about to be hitting out 4 month. I guess my grades have sorta suffered being that im at a 2.4 GPA:-(. I dont care cuz I do love her. My family is another thing that has sorta suffered. I dont spend as much time with them as I like. Being xmas time I should be together with them but right now it seems like we are completely apart. My one cousin is now a complete pest. n She causes hell at her home and is completely rude and obnoxious here. She is the most immature 17 year old I have ever met and yet she is beginning ot take on really big responsibilities which I make clear to her face that she is not ready for. I guess I am a worryier which Julie would say is mom's fault but I think I have the right to worry. When someone is given responsibilities they are clearly not ready for it can harm them and others around then if things go wrong. I do not talk to her much and therefore cannot give advice on certain experiences I have encountered. I feel really depressed right now and worried for what might happen to her. As for me and my family it seems like we r too distant this year. I hope tomorrow we all hang out and enjoy eachothers company. I really hope this holiday doesnt turn into the materialistic commericialized holiday all the commercials advertise. I can only hope
All I got for this morning Merry Xmas to all and to all a good night
The Hero