back to the journal
well i think im gunna use this bastard, not only for some sort of responce out of people, but to track my feelings during these events that take place in my life. cuz yes, alot of the time i look for guidence, or opinions from people on here...and again, its nice to have them, thank you all. but i really forgot about the true point of a journal, and that is to put your feelings, your words, your life into something that dosn't have to give you an answer, its just there to keep it out of your stomach, which could potentally lead to other things...
i did somthing in the midst of maddness and hurt the other day that i havn't done in years...and i mean years...i struggled with it prior to now, and it was a hell of a deal trying to stop taking it out on myself when i got angrey...and i don't wanna walk that path again...you'd think i'd do it enough with partying and such....but no, i never know when to stop
i guess i am seeking some sort of port to chanell all my shit into before i choose to make a decission like that again....you think it'll work?
i did somthing in the midst of maddness and hurt the other day that i havn't done in years...and i mean years...i struggled with it prior to now, and it was a hell of a deal trying to stop taking it out on myself when i got angrey...and i don't wanna walk that path again...you'd think i'd do it enough with partying and such....but no, i never know when to stop
i guess i am seeking some sort of port to chanell all my shit into before i choose to make a decission like that again....you think it'll work?