need to vent
Quick update. Not intended for anyone to really get anything out of this one except me.
I really suck at chemical engineering. Maybe I picked the wrong major. Maybe not. I'm getting bad grades in classes I know I can do better in... yet I fail to do so. I study hard, work hard, and generally spend little time doing anything but school shit (ask Nikki) just so I can get Cs in those classes. I'm passing and everything so I probably come off petty being so upset, but that's not really what bothers me. It's just a tough punch to the stomach when you spend all day and all night working your ass off and it doesn't seem to pay off. I could just as well not care and play video games all day.
But I won't. I'll probably keep being a bitch to my school work. Only two and a half more quarters, I suppose. I can't wait.
Speaking of which, I gotta go to class now even though everything in me wants to stay here and sleep all day.
Later, amigos.
I really suck at chemical engineering. Maybe I picked the wrong major. Maybe not. I'm getting bad grades in classes I know I can do better in... yet I fail to do so. I study hard, work hard, and generally spend little time doing anything but school shit (ask Nikki) just so I can get Cs in those classes. I'm passing and everything so I probably come off petty being so upset, but that's not really what bothers me. It's just a tough punch to the stomach when you spend all day and all night working your ass off and it doesn't seem to pay off. I could just as well not care and play video games all day.
But I won't. I'll probably keep being a bitch to my school work. Only two and a half more quarters, I suppose. I can't wait.
Speaking of which, I gotta go to class now even though everything in me wants to stay here and sleep all day.
Later, amigos.