What to do...

[herm_i_o_ninny]

Well, I've recently made some big entries in my hard copy journal, and I want to put some of the things that are in those entries, into here. I'll start with last night. I had a few of the chef's over here yesterday, made them lunch, we had a few drinks and everything was dandy, but Jacki called up and asked to come over as well... So she and Mark came over as well. Lisa fell down 3 stairs here, and hurt her back, but she's alright, it was a shock to her, and to me as well I'll admit. Now that was the good part of the day. I then went to work, and just like the night before when I was at home and literally passed out in the corridor and woke up 3 hours later, I started feeling weird. I worked, I finished my shift, I did everything that needed doing, cutlery, set up, re doing the restaurant after having over 90 people in at one stage... While I was working, Jeff saw Jacki walking down the street on the phone smoking (she was meant to be working with us as well) and then when she did get back, she only looked after one table, granted it was a big table, but no bigger than any of my 3 large tables of 20... Jacki also spent half an hour randomly out the back as well, and that pissed me off when I was looking after her table and my section and all of that, and she was getting tips and getting paid as much as I was. That's annoying. But wait it gets worse. I talked to Jeff when I saw her out back and mentioned she was out there, seeing as I was running around, and struggling, my hands shaking all over the place and having to sit down every 20 mins to get through the next 20, and when he blew her up and got her inside, Jacki came up to me and blew me up, asking, well yelling the question "Is there anything wrong" to which I finally mentioned that I was annoyed that I was working my butt off and she wasn't doing anything, and she yelled at me to fuck off, (out back this time) and stalked off. I was then just finishing up the restaurant, putting the tables in my now empty section back in order, wiping down all the tables outside and putting up the chairs. I was still inside, having Nicole help me when Jacki came up and asked me if we were alright, to which I said, (a few times) just take a look around, and find something to do, there's pleanty. (seeing as I'm just a floor staff member and not a manager delegating the jobs...) and she yelled at me to fuck off again in front of her table of 21 and another few people coming from the elephant bar upstairs and the few customers we had left. It got worse, Nic and I signed off while she still had to clean up her ONE table and she stormed out and blew up Nicole, knowing I was within earshot and said things like "since when are you friends with Rachel, I know you hate her" and "and then that bitch eavesdropping and butting in" after I mentioned that I had seen her smoking for 20 mins down the street that night and that I had seen her out the back... Nic told me a few other things she's being saying about me as well, and those are the ones that hurt the most. She called this morning to appologise and to say she still hoped we'd be good friends, and I don't know what to do...

There's more happening at the same time, but that's all I'm putting in this one for now. But I just don't know what I'm going to do.