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apparently, i just can't get it right. i keep liking men that i really don't have a future with. well, i know, never say never but....
it's really frustrating too. because it's not like i'm out to find these men it's just sort of happening. the problem with these men they're a lot younger than me, as in over 15 years younger. yep, their 23/24. oh ugh.
lately, i happened to run into this man at a book sale that i was helping to set up. he was too. we got to talking after wards while we ate pastries and drank tea and there was a spark, not at first and it slowly grew. wow, where did that come from? as i was talking to him i thought he's prolly in his early 30s, maybe late 20s which for me i thought would be do-able. he invited me to see his band play on sunday night. i went and enjoyed myself immensely and after wards we hung out and talked for the rest of the night. the spark was still there. he mentioned he had a bday coming up and so i asked him how old he would be. he said guess, and hoping he was older i kept guessing older years. but then he mentioned he was born in 1988. my heart sunk. damn. he then tried to guess my age. guessing 26, 28, 30? that's as old as he got. hahaha! at first i wasn't going to tell him but as he walked me to my car we stopped and lingered and chatted and i finally told him. and i gave him a heart attack. seriously. in the downpour i gave a soon to be 23 year old a heart attack. damn.
i'm not opposed to date a soon to be 23 year old but if i do take on the endeavor i will have to take it on with a grain of salt.
damn.
it's really frustrating too. because it's not like i'm out to find these men it's just sort of happening. the problem with these men they're a lot younger than me, as in over 15 years younger. yep, their 23/24. oh ugh.
lately, i happened to run into this man at a book sale that i was helping to set up. he was too. we got to talking after wards while we ate pastries and drank tea and there was a spark, not at first and it slowly grew. wow, where did that come from? as i was talking to him i thought he's prolly in his early 30s, maybe late 20s which for me i thought would be do-able. he invited me to see his band play on sunday night. i went and enjoyed myself immensely and after wards we hung out and talked for the rest of the night. the spark was still there. he mentioned he had a bday coming up and so i asked him how old he would be. he said guess, and hoping he was older i kept guessing older years. but then he mentioned he was born in 1988. my heart sunk. damn. he then tried to guess my age. guessing 26, 28, 30? that's as old as he got. hahaha! at first i wasn't going to tell him but as he walked me to my car we stopped and lingered and chatted and i finally told him. and i gave him a heart attack. seriously. in the downpour i gave a soon to be 23 year old a heart attack. damn.
i'm not opposed to date a soon to be 23 year old but if i do take on the endeavor i will have to take it on with a grain of salt.
damn.