Jan 16, 2012 13:45
I'm an augur now.
... No matter how many times I say or write it, it's difficult to believe.
Never thought I'd wind up here.
*pen taps*
I didn't expect to find myself seriously considering resuming my study of shadow magic, either. Perhaps Dawnslight is a bad influence. Still, learning to manipulate my shadowform the way he does is... intriguing, to say the least.
*more pen taps*
Probably shouldn't have taught him the trick to mind control. I'm sure it will be fine. No one of import is weak-willed enough to be controlled, and I'm quite certain he's no threat to the unit and never will be. The man has a rock-solid confidence in himself that could prove to be enough to keep the shadow from influencing him greatly.
Or it could prove to be his downfall.
In either case, I am now in a position to keep a close watch on him and perhaps I will even be able to do something about it--legally--should the need arise.
I must learn to trust in myself. Carsis has faith in me, and I have the faith in him to believe his isn't misplaced. I can do this. I must do this, for the unit. I will fulfill my duties to the best of my ability.
I will continue to make him proud.
stop worrying already,
spies everywhere,
playing with shadow,
guild