New Entry; Unseen
Perhaps instead of concentrating on controlling the Shadow I should be devoting my energies to studying healing magic. Not that I put all that much time into practicing anymore anyway, but... There's nothing like seeing someone I care so deeply for bleeding out and knowing that there is nothing I can do to stop it. Having to step aside and let some paladin do what I can't. The scar isn't as bad as I thought it would be, after seeing how indelicately she treated the wound. That's... something, I suppose. The woman was still a terror Maybe this turn of thought is in part because of her? I'm tired of being judged by the magic I wield rather than the actions I take. Then again, it seems to always be paladins that assume that I'm evil because I don't use the Light. An unfair judgment, coming from someone who until only recently pulled their lauded Light magic from an imprisoned Naaru, I feel.
... Ether, I'm just glad that Carsis is all right. I'm a little worried about the amount of sleeping he's been doing, but he did lose... quite a lot of blood.
If I could have done something, would it still be bothering me this much?