Aug 06, 2006 22:25
climbing this mountain is so exausting. one day ill get to the top... what it will look like when i get there who knows? i just cant wait for the day i feel as important as i know i am. i want to be loved like i know i love. i want to be free and happy and grasp everything down to the leaves that fall as ai pass te tree outside i park under each day. i want to be excited when i wake up... i want to know im looked forward to... as much as i look forward.
your buning all my bridges as i keep trying to put them back up. i feel so lost in this world and so alone. all i kno is in 10 years ill look back and say it was worth it. hopefully with you by myside.... if your not ill love you anyways... where ever you are in this place in this world. i hope i taught you the things you taught me. i hope you didnt have to learn some of the lessons i did.
happy.