Jul 09, 2006 19:54
i dont complain because i want to...and its not that im complaining. i tell you how i feel with intentions for us to make things better. i want this to work thats why i point out things that go wrong. how are you supposed to make me happy? if i dont tell you what you do to make me sad.
if i didnt love you... i wouldnt try so hard to make you proud of me.
if i didnt love you... i wouldnt be around so much...
if i didnt love you... i wouldnt want you to do things for me on occasion.
being happy is one thing... but being happy around others and not being happy behind closed doors is another.
i want the excitement back.
i dont want to cry. i dont want to feel like its all ending.
can i just be the one to have your attention again???
i wish you tried to hard to impress me as much as you try to impress others.
my heart is breaking and i can feel it. your supposed to be the one holding it together... not telling me you dont have time to fix it.
i cant do this alone. i need your support as much as i give you mine.