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[her_mom_died]

tell me that you fought for life
tell me you wanted to live
let me know that it wasnt suppossed to be this way
that you gave all your heart could give
i want to know that you heard my cries
that you tried to make it through
i need to know that you wanted to tell me
that you loved me too
i want to know that you did all you could
that you didnt give up the fight
tell me that god made you follow him
did he make you enter the light?
i know in my heart you wanted to be here
that you tried the best that you could
i know you wanted to get better
we all thought that you would
i want you to know that i think your brave
you held on for so long
please just tell me that you didnt know
tell me something went terribly wrong
i need to know that it was out of your control
that god didnt let you decide
i just need to know that you wanted to be here
so i can get rid of this doubt I feel inside
♥