Blog of mixed emotions!
So here goes my kinda of messed up blog post. It's messed up because I'm both down and excited. Yeah...
So yesterday we went to the beach and I just kind of felt out of my element randomly. I've been hanging out with most of my guys for two years now, but I just suddenly felt like I don't really know any of them that well. It brought up the eternal debate of romance movies with a twist. The eternal debate about romance movies for me is, is the guy who was in love with the lead female all his life and has been around a long time and knows everything about her the better choice than the stud muffin male lead who meets her 20 minutes into movie and instantly falls in love and knows her face and how she acts and stuff. I imagine the guys' eyes have started to glaze over, because it is a bit of fluff just as the movies themselves are. But it reminded me of that, I don't know a lot about my guys but I do know who's laugh is coming from the room before I walk in. I guess that makes me a stud muffin... Haha ^_^*
Try and follow me in this now, because that feeling of not being connected to any of my friends enough had me feeling pretty isolated. When we're isolated our childhood instinct kicks in and we miss our mommies. And I have been back on the island for almost a month now. But I've been away for this long before, just not quite this far away. So-- if you can follow my thought process, and poor iPod typing skills-- I miss Duncan. But more so I miss my Duncan life.
I kind of noticed it when I was at the interview for the knife selling scam, you're supposed to practice on your neighbours and family members before you move on to other clients. I was just sitting there thinking I don't really have anyone to sell my scam to before I sell it to the world. Lucky world eh? Funny enough though, my mom doesn't qualify to buy from the scam because she isn't married haha.
I've also noticed when I go window shopping, because it's long distance for me to call and talk about a cute dress now. Means I'll probably buy less stuff, which I suppose is a goodish thing. But yeah, melancholy.
Buuuuuuuut on the opposite side I got my housing placement for the winter! Which is very exciting. I'm going to be in cluster 59204 D, and according to Ryan the D room is bigger than the others in the apartment style clusters too. Mike is in C, but he's being uncool and not actually living there and getting one of those job things haha.
I went for a little walk and found the block and unit, and the window is right by Poole and I bet I'll be able to see the parking lot. So there's that worry gone, I just have to get my deposit in in two weeks. And it makes me look forward to classes even more than registering did.
Aside from being down and homesick for a home I can't go back to, and even with it, I'm doing okay. Chris is especially gifted in making me smile, probably why we found each other. So I don't think he'll let me get mopey about things. Today he's just at mini WEC with Mike, Tom and Jeremy building robots and what not. Tomorrow is homework day, but he promised me we'd watch a movie too.
Right now I'm on my grandparents deck sun tanning and using my iPod to blog. It's been no easy feat, and I hate the lay out of the caps lock, symbols and space bar. So if this all is a little garbled, even more than my round about conclusion, I apologize. Girl's gotta get her sun sometime haha :)
The game.
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