Yes I am still here (as much as many of you hate) :)
I have not left work since Thursday. Other than to sleep a little and get the kids up and ferry Emily around since her car broke.
I have a rant about that but I will wait. She made me upset by a clear lack of judgment and the safety of the children were involved. So i will bite my tongue and let the few who need to know, know what I feel.
Anyway, life has been ducky. I have been working and doing school work. I am looking at what to take for the next semester and people keep asking me :How do you fit it all in." I do not party. I do not drink. I eat (just a little now), I sleep (just a little now), work (as much as i can), go to school (no comment here Ed?) and see the kids (as much as possible). I just make it work. I workout when I can. I have lost 23 lbs and have 25 lbs to go. Won't make Christmas but it will be before Memorial Day.
Christmas is looking bleak. Thanksgiving was OK. I sucked as far as sleep went. My dad had invited everyone BUT me. So I stayed away and went to Emily's. I ate there and then fell asleep for a few hours and went to work. The kids were happy to see me at least.
Doug's medicine is not working. He had a cold or flu and ever since he had it the medicine just does not have the same effect. Plus he lost more weight which he can not afford to do. So as much as Emily will hate it....I am taking him off of it unless the doctor has a 100% fat inducing patch or a biscuits and gravy pill. He is seriously way too skinny.
Kids pictures came back. My god they are the best ones I have ever seen.
::HUGS:: to all and talk with you soon.
I have a rant about that but I will wait. She made me upset by a clear lack of judgment and the safety of the children were involved. So i will bite my tongue and let the few who need to know, know what I feel.
Anyway, life has been ducky. I have been working and doing school work. I am looking at what to take for the next semester and people keep asking me :How do you fit it all in." I do not party. I do not drink. I eat (just a little now), I sleep (just a little now), work (as much as i can), go to school (no comment here Ed?) and see the kids (as much as possible). I just make it work. I workout when I can. I have lost 23 lbs and have 25 lbs to go. Won't make Christmas but it will be before Memorial Day.
Christmas is looking bleak. Thanksgiving was OK. I sucked as far as sleep went. My dad had invited everyone BUT me. So I stayed away and went to Emily's. I ate there and then fell asleep for a few hours and went to work. The kids were happy to see me at least.
Doug's medicine is not working. He had a cold or flu and ever since he had it the medicine just does not have the same effect. Plus he lost more weight which he can not afford to do. So as much as Emily will hate it....I am taking him off of it unless the doctor has a 100% fat inducing patch or a biscuits and gravy pill. He is seriously way too skinny.
Kids pictures came back. My god they are the best ones I have ever seen.
::HUGS:: to all and talk with you soon.