right is, as right does

[hemo_red]

i think i am going to drop some people that were my "friends".
no names...but you'll know who you are when it happens.

there are "right" people. then there are "wrong" people.

i wish we could all take a look into our futures and change things we dont like. then everything would be perfect.

i dont care for/about alot of things anymore.
like school, or eating, or looking nice, or being thin, or knowing alot of people... its just not "ME" anymore.
i used to care about having alot of friends.
right now i couldnt care less.
and eating, i dont feel like it anymore. im not hungry these days. i eat to keep alive and to show people that i dont have an "eating disorder".

when i grow up i wanna be a few different things:
high school english teacher.
i wanna own a bar/club thing.
i wanna teach dance.
makeup artist.
all of those may sound pretty lame to you guys but it might just work for me.
......maybe

i want to keep my life away from school. unless your my best friend stephanie or my mother, you wont really know me anymore. im done telling stories about my weekend or fun things that happen, even bad things. no one will know anything anymore. and if i choose to tell you...consider your self very lucky...im out

~ikkiN