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jared....jared....jared....
i feel at home with him, he is different now. and not an asshole. i hope its his true side now.
be with me? be with all of me.
i had a very fun spring break, how about you guys?
i was at stephs most of the time n we had a shit laod of fun.
we played grand theft auto.
we fed some cows in this field by her house.
we rode bikes.
listened to ashlee simpson.
slept.
ate.
ran around like nuts.
dressed up in her grandmas clothes.
wore crazy makeup.
ate icecream.
rented movies.
great fun with friends.....
Jared...
i have this one part of a song from the band 6 feet under stuck in my head... "you aint gunna realize til i got sum fukin steel pointed at ur faget ass face n blow the mutha fukin dome off ur god damn shoulders, u mutha fukin critic ass bitch mutha fuka, catch u cumin out ur mutha fukin house, i put the gun to your face n blast bitch blow your fukin face off, blow guts all over your bitch then snake her with a 6ft dik, smak ur kids o you think i give a fuk ill call the fukin police on myself, grab your lil girl by the neck bust her in the chest throw her on the lawn"
thats all i can think of...its a pretty badass song if you hear it
im so bored.
i wish...then again...
i wish theyd make smoking legal
then again most people would have lung cancer
i wish i could drive anywhere
then again gas is too much
i wish i had all the money in the world
then again no one elese would have any
i wish people were themselves
then again who would you hate for being fake?
i wish friends wouldnt backstab
then again how would you know who your real friends were?
i wish i could fly
then again im afraid of heights
this is probably going to be a very long entry...stay with me here...or not...
oooh here she comes whatch out boy she'll chew you up, oooh here she comes she a man eater
ok here is the thing on jared n I...even though many people disagree with him and I dating again. i need to do what i want, and what i think is best for me. its not your life and if i screw up i want it to be my fault, i dont want to have to blame it on someone elese bcuz i listened to them telling me not to be with someone that i love as much as i do. what if i miss out on somethings me and jared could have shared together if i listened to certain people in my life. some of you people telling me its wrong i dont even recognize you as being in my life. (DC) .backstabber, but im glad i know what she is rather than never know. we cleared everything up with eachother, but i can honestly say it still bothers me. if you dont already know the story its too long for me to start now.
JARED, i love you with all my heart. i want to be with you forever, sounds lame but thats how i feel as of this moment, and i dont think that will change. as many times as he's disapeared, he has always came back...to me, may sound shady but its something him and i have...lame again but i dont care what anyone thinks anymore. go fuck yourself! \m/
~ikkiN
i feel at home with him, he is different now. and not an asshole. i hope its his true side now.
be with me? be with all of me.
i had a very fun spring break, how about you guys?
i was at stephs most of the time n we had a shit laod of fun.
we played grand theft auto.
we fed some cows in this field by her house.
we rode bikes.
listened to ashlee simpson.
slept.
ate.
ran around like nuts.
dressed up in her grandmas clothes.
wore crazy makeup.
ate icecream.
rented movies.
great fun with friends.....
Jared...
i have this one part of a song from the band 6 feet under stuck in my head... "you aint gunna realize til i got sum fukin steel pointed at ur faget ass face n blow the mutha fukin dome off ur god damn shoulders, u mutha fukin critic ass bitch mutha fuka, catch u cumin out ur mutha fukin house, i put the gun to your face n blast bitch blow your fukin face off, blow guts all over your bitch then snake her with a 6ft dik, smak ur kids o you think i give a fuk ill call the fukin police on myself, grab your lil girl by the neck bust her in the chest throw her on the lawn"
thats all i can think of...its a pretty badass song if you hear it
im so bored.
i wish...then again...
i wish theyd make smoking legal
then again most people would have lung cancer
i wish i could drive anywhere
then again gas is too much
i wish i had all the money in the world
then again no one elese would have any
i wish people were themselves
then again who would you hate for being fake?
i wish friends wouldnt backstab
then again how would you know who your real friends were?
i wish i could fly
then again im afraid of heights
this is probably going to be a very long entry...stay with me here...or not...
oooh here she comes whatch out boy she'll chew you up, oooh here she comes she a man eater
ok here is the thing on jared n I...even though many people disagree with him and I dating again. i need to do what i want, and what i think is best for me. its not your life and if i screw up i want it to be my fault, i dont want to have to blame it on someone elese bcuz i listened to them telling me not to be with someone that i love as much as i do. what if i miss out on somethings me and jared could have shared together if i listened to certain people in my life. some of you people telling me its wrong i dont even recognize you as being in my life. (DC) .backstabber, but im glad i know what she is rather than never know. we cleared everything up with eachother, but i can honestly say it still bothers me. if you dont already know the story its too long for me to start now.
JARED, i love you with all my heart. i want to be with you forever, sounds lame but thats how i feel as of this moment, and i dont think that will change. as many times as he's disapeared, he has always came back...to me, may sound shady but its something him and i have...lame again but i dont care what anyone thinks anymore. go fuck yourself! \m/
~ikkiN