Aug 05, 2008 21:44
i have terrible timing but i just could help myself. sometimes i do that but seriously i never mean to. oh well at least whatever happens/happened will be fun and not something i miss (does that make sense). its only been a couple days but i dont know any guy seems better than my ex. WAY better than my ex. whether they are my friend or something more.
i really wish people would stop threatening matt though, i mean hes not a good guy and he really does deserve what he gets, but its kinda making me look bad, oh well theres nothing i can do. he brought this on to himself. and its sad cuz he will probably die alone, because if he treats his other gf's the way he did to me, they will surely break up with him like i did.
im gonna stop dwelling on him now, in fact i sort of have. im actually really happy right now. like truely truely happy with my life. things are going really good, with the exception of 5 am canoe races. i making LOTS of new friends and befriending those who i never gave a chance cuz i always thought they were weird. weird they are, but also genuine. i started doing all this because i want to be trainer, but im slowly starting to like those who i used to not like, even heather. especially with what i know about her. she deserves better.
well im off to bed livejournal
sweet dreams