will rest ever take hold?

[hematiccherub]

so sick of girls who bury their head in the sand...do they really think naive is sexy?
so tired of being in a house full of people, being involved with multiple people, hardly ever having a real moment to myself to just be....
and yet, somehow, i'm still lonely.
so tired of middle-of-the road....
so exhausted with finding myself and losing myself again....
so sick of being the girl other girls hate...or feel threatened by...
so sick of being broke and scrambling to make ends meet...
so tired of procrastinating and then sending myself into a dizzying frenzy with last-minute bullshit
i'm just. so. tired...................................................
come curl up with me, and take a nap.
i lost my teddy bear long ago.