this is not an apology.

[hematiccherub]

i'm so sick of feeling like i ought to apologize for my exhaustion. it's infuriating. i have a medical condition. well, i suppose, technically, i have sevral...hashimoto's disease which has caused my hypothyroidism...add to that untreated lyme disease....possible chronic fatigue...and some killer allergies.
yeah....i'm a mess.
i've been extra tired lately, but i've also been stressed...
so i fell asleep in the mall.
so i'm dragging myself through the day.
so i need a nap or sometimes two to make it through the day...
and i'm relying on red bull to stay alive.
ugh. i hate this shit.
i'm hoping to find a competant doctor to help me one day. in the meantime....those around me...please learn to deal...
thank you.