A side track...
I just had an awful dream.
I was hanging out in some strange town. It started raining really hard, and flooding. I called one of my friends to come get me to buy rainboots (totally makes sense...).
They pick me up and instead, we drive around a place that looks remarkably like downtown PB. Just different stores. Including a shitty tattoo shop that we go inside.
It's huge on the inside, and who do I see?
You. Fucktard.
In my dream, I just lose control. I don't even pretend to be nice, but immediately go up to him and start slapping and punching him. Then this tiny girl with a huge belly walks up next to him. Since I've heard about this horrible girl who's fat and ugly, I don't even think about this being the girl. I tell her to fuck off, and shove her. He explains that he doesn't have any money, but pulls out his wallet anyway. He tried to give me coupons for free furniture from his job or something. He says that I can have a certain amount. I grab all of them, what little money he has, and rip his shirt off of him and walk out of the shop.
I tell my friends to start driving. Sam comes out, opens the door, and grabs me by the hair and tells me to give his money back. I start screaming at him to leave me alone. We somehow drive off, I had lost most of the 'profit.'
I'm back at the house. Justin calls me. I ask him if I was a total idiot. He says that he had never been more embarassed in his life. I start to fake cry and hang up. He calls back, I don't answer.
Because, I didn't want to make a scene. I don't know what happened.
Maybe I realized it was a dream and just let everything that I've imagined happening happen?
I don't want that to happen.
I don't really care enough to allow it to.
I was just so angry.
I was hanging out in some strange town. It started raining really hard, and flooding. I called one of my friends to come get me to buy rainboots (totally makes sense...).
They pick me up and instead, we drive around a place that looks remarkably like downtown PB. Just different stores. Including a shitty tattoo shop that we go inside.
It's huge on the inside, and who do I see?
You. Fucktard.
In my dream, I just lose control. I don't even pretend to be nice, but immediately go up to him and start slapping and punching him. Then this tiny girl with a huge belly walks up next to him. Since I've heard about this horrible girl who's fat and ugly, I don't even think about this being the girl. I tell her to fuck off, and shove her. He explains that he doesn't have any money, but pulls out his wallet anyway. He tried to give me coupons for free furniture from his job or something. He says that I can have a certain amount. I grab all of them, what little money he has, and rip his shirt off of him and walk out of the shop.
I tell my friends to start driving. Sam comes out, opens the door, and grabs me by the hair and tells me to give his money back. I start screaming at him to leave me alone. We somehow drive off, I had lost most of the 'profit.'
I'm back at the house. Justin calls me. I ask him if I was a total idiot. He says that he had never been more embarassed in his life. I start to fake cry and hang up. He calls back, I don't answer.
Because, I didn't want to make a scene. I don't know what happened.
Maybe I realized it was a dream and just let everything that I've imagined happening happen?
I don't want that to happen.
I don't really care enough to allow it to.
I was just so angry.