my totally FUCKED UP DAY
well....
yesterday was a REALLY REALLY bad day for me.
first of all, i get really cranky when it rains for like 3 days in a row....and its been like NINE since ive seen the sun last. so im really irritable in the first place.
*me and jackie are supposed to go to collab to see my old teacher
*old teacher tells me my cousin is 4 months pregnant
*i proceed to shit my pants and then get angry cuz she is totally irresponsible for herself let alone another human being.
*i am mad that nobody in my family told us (my family/gramma) i found out from a TEACHER that i see like once a year.
*i go into Heritage Hall to try and see her to yell at her...she is not there.
*i go to my building in HH and talk to holly j and mary....and explain why im messed up.
*have mary call North building so i can talk to rob about whats been going on. someone on the other line tells me that she no longer works there. i proceed to cry because my closest cousin is ruining her life. she cant keep a job for more than l ike 3 weeks, AND shes expecting...
*he wasnt there...so i go and sit in my car, holly comes out to talk, and then mary comes out.
*so im in a REALLY REALLY REALLY bad mood at this point, so i go over mikes for a lil bit.
*feel a little better after talking to him...
*go home....mope around the house....get called into work....now im FURIOUS cuz i just want to wallow in my own tears.
*but i go in anyways...money is money, even if im mad
*we are all talking about it and my bro comes into the back room where im talking to ryan...and we stop talking cuz i didnt want him to know right then.
*i waited till we got home to tell my parents. none of us are surprised by the way...
* i told my gramma...she wasnt surprised either, about the pregnancy that is. she IS surprised that she was over there as late as MONDAY and nobody said ANYTHING.
soooo.....my family is wonderful at keeping things from each other and it makes me SICK.
RAWR.....i cannot express my disgust.
yesterday was a REALLY REALLY bad day for me.
first of all, i get really cranky when it rains for like 3 days in a row....and its been like NINE since ive seen the sun last. so im really irritable in the first place.
*me and jackie are supposed to go to collab to see my old teacher
*old teacher tells me my cousin is 4 months pregnant
*i proceed to shit my pants and then get angry cuz she is totally irresponsible for herself let alone another human being.
*i am mad that nobody in my family told us (my family/gramma) i found out from a TEACHER that i see like once a year.
*i go into Heritage Hall to try and see her to yell at her...she is not there.
*i go to my building in HH and talk to holly j and mary....and explain why im messed up.
*have mary call North building so i can talk to rob about whats been going on. someone on the other line tells me that she no longer works there. i proceed to cry because my closest cousin is ruining her life. she cant keep a job for more than l ike 3 weeks, AND shes expecting...
*he wasnt there...so i go and sit in my car, holly comes out to talk, and then mary comes out.
*so im in a REALLY REALLY REALLY bad mood at this point, so i go over mikes for a lil bit.
*feel a little better after talking to him...
*go home....mope around the house....get called into work....now im FURIOUS cuz i just want to wallow in my own tears.
*but i go in anyways...money is money, even if im mad
*we are all talking about it and my bro comes into the back room where im talking to ryan...and we stop talking cuz i didnt want him to know right then.
*i waited till we got home to tell my parents. none of us are surprised by the way...
* i told my gramma...she wasnt surprised either, about the pregnancy that is. she IS surprised that she was over there as late as MONDAY and nobody said ANYTHING.
soooo.....my family is wonderful at keeping things from each other and it makes me SICK.
RAWR.....i cannot express my disgust.