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They made me blind but I can see the loaded gun behind you.

Dec 03, 2005 01:04

Turns out Alyx wasn't really fuckin' around when she said I had a Mustang waitin' for me in the parking garage. Found it easy enough cause it was the only Mustang in the executive part of the garage. Did that make me an executive too? Or just the executive's bitch? Well, since I left my law degree back in prison guess that made me the bitch. ( Read more... )

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alyx_d December 18 2005, 23:33:12 UTC

I unlocked the door and balanced a grocery bag on one hip, smirking when I felt anxiety thick in the air. I pushed the door open and let out a laugh when Faith looked slightly relieved, who the hell did she think was going to come wandering in here? To my knowledge, despite Britney's constant need to disobey me, no one else comes in this house. I don't even let the help in the house, well okay the butler yes. I tossed my keys on the counter and set the bag down carefully pulling items out of the bag, most of those items were bags of blood for Britney but to be fair there was food in there for me ( ... )

notamistake December 18 2005, 23:47:52 UTC

I didn't say anything, just calmly butted out my cigarette before leanin' back in the chair and lookin' at her as she put groceries away. She actually did something that boring? Next thing you know she'll be takin' out the trash every Sunday or something. Figured she had lackeys to change her underwear for her at this point. She didn't say anything about the empty beer bottles so I figured this was home sweet home and I'd drink and eat whatever the hell I wanted to. Until she told me not to. Which she probably would at some point. Trippy head games were her specialty. Reminded me an awful lot of someone else who killed me that I used to know ( ... )

alyx_d December 19 2005, 00:05:07 UTC

I watched her dumping her beer bottles into the trash, her body moving slowly and trying to seem unthreatening. As if she were a threat to me because seriously if she were a threat to me? She'd be strung up somewhere nice and snug never to escape, no one to hear her cries. Nothing. Which was essentially what she was right now, nothing. At least nothing until I sculpted her into something, something that people would learn to fear and respect ( ... )

notamistake December 19 2005, 00:31:16 UTC

I guess she had a point with that whole thing. The more you know, the more you can throw people off their guard. Guess Alyx and Angelus had that talent down to a science which was why they were always winning everything. I sighed just thinkin' about it. Unneeded air. Was I ever gonna get used to that? I followed her into the living room and hung back near the door, listening to her go on and on. Honestly listening to her was kind've okay because I had no one else to really talk to anyway. I was startin' to need more of her and that was when I was startin' to understand just exactly what she wanted from me ( ... )

alyx_d December 19 2005, 00:40:11 UTC

I could feel how uncomfortable she was watching this and I can't say I blame her but she has made her own bed and now laying in it? Prerequisite. I heard her quiet words dance up into my ear and I paused the scene and turned myself to face her, brushing hair from her face and smiling mildly at her. She really thought I wanted her to be like him? Oh no that was the furthest thought in my mind. I just wanted to make her like she was supposed to be, supposed to be before Buffy Fucking Summers and Angel reformed her ( ... )

notamistake December 19 2005, 00:55:42 UTC

Now I was beginning to understand. She didn't want me to be like Angelus, she just wanted me to get in touch with the inner crazy bitch. The one that I'd successfully strangled to death crying in Angel's arms in a rainy alleyway and then sittin' in a prison cell for years. I'd killed that girl, and even though I remembered her I could barely remember what it felt like to be her. To follow through with every impulse. It was the most miserable time of my life and she wanted me to go back to it. She really was just like him ( ... )

x_evilbritney_x December 19 2005, 02:04:53 UTC

What a fucking crock, I swear! That gross girl and that blonde vampire? So on the top of my fucking kill and torture list. The fact that I had to call a cab of ALL things was going to piss Alyx off because then she'd know that something happened to the fucking car. I was going to get it from Alyx about something, I knew it, I could feel it. Tonight was the night that everyone was going to come down on me, I knew it ( ... )

alyx_d December 19 2005, 02:14:04 UTC

I smiled as Faith sat on the bed and I reached for my silver box carefully pulling out a joint and lighting it up. I was in the middle of handing it to Faith when Britney just strolled into my room like it was no big deal. How quickly my baby forgets her little mishaps, this one though wasn't so little. She'd let Faith out of the cage and that was a very, very bad thing to do. I glanced at her and tipped my head curiously at her when she plopped on the bed beside us. Faith's fingertips pulled the joint from between my fingers and she took in a huge drag causing me to laugh.

"You probably want to be stoned for this actually." I winked at her and turned my attention back to Britney. "Britney honey sweetie baby sugar doll what are you doing here? I mean call me silly but I figured after letting Mommy's little toy out of her cage, you wouldn't be back here anytime this century." I gently pulled the joint from between Faith's lips and took a drag before stubbing it out, small jolts of blue energy crackling angrily from my fingertips as I ( ... )

notamistake December 19 2005, 02:24:57 UTC

She was puttin' the joint out already? I'd barely even got a hit on it and here came Barbie the Vampire wannabe, swaggering in like she'd just had the night of her life and ploppin' down on Alyx's bed like she owned the place. I still remembered her from the night she let me out of that cage still standing ominously in the corner of Alyx's room. I guess Alyx remembered it too cause she looked all kinds of pissed ( ... )

x_evilbritney_x December 19 2005, 03:32:09 UTC

Well, I could tell that Alyx didn't want me here and I had a feeling I knew why. She knew that I took Faith out of the cage, but really it was only because it was always about Faith now. It used to be about me and now it wasn't. Why did she waste her time on her anyway? She wasn't anything, not anymore. But, I couldn't say that because that would mean that well ... I wouldn't be here anymore ( ... )

alyx_d December 27 2005, 02:24:11 UTC

I watched as she got up off the bed with her melancholy self and half hearted apologies that stopped at go. She stood there glancing at Faith like she wanted to rip her limb from limb and knowing she'd never get that chance, not so long as I was around. If anyone was going to rip Faith limb from limb it would be me. Speaking of Faith, she was not a part of the bed frame she was pressed against it so hard ( ... )

x_evilbritney_x January 4 2006, 03:23:57 UTC

The pain that shot through my fucking body was intolerable and I screamed in pain, shutting my eyes because if I shut my eyes then that meant that no one could see me. I couldn't see, why should they? I didn't want that Faith girl to see me like this because I was supposed to be better than her, but Alyx constantly made it seem like she was better than me. I was just waiting for Alyx to off me so Faith could take my place, but I would fucking kill Faith before that even happened. Well, she was already fucking dead, but I'd do something ( ... )

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