Death says "Hello, I never left"
SIGH SIGH SIGH! :(
Seems Death showed it's face again in my little life. 2 weeks ago my friend Carmen's ex-boyfriend (who's she's been friends with for 20yrs) committed suicide. 44yrs old;married;no children. He had been having $$$ troubles & his dr.had found a brain tumor in it's early stages in his head. I had met him & his wife at Carmen's wedding on 03/15/08. He took their wedding photos that day. He looked a bit tired, but that was understandable since he was scurrying around taking pics from all angles. Whenever I talked to my friend Sandy & she told me had died I was in shock. When Carmen told me he shot himself in the head I almost vomitted. WWWWTTTTTFFFF UNIVERSE! Now I've had 3 people I know commit suicide - Scott, T.J. & now Pete. I know Life is like that, and strangely enough I don't blame ANYONE for wanting to commit suicide. All we have is our Life & WE have to inhabit our bodies every day and WE have to live our life. No one else can really know what you go through & feel minute to minute. Yeah, I know that's weird to say, but it's true. I know what Suicide does to those left behind. I feel so badly for his wife :( I'm sending her a card & have asked my friend Carmen to let her know I've been through this too & she's not alone. I can't even begin to imagine what she must have thought when she found him at home.
So now for the year 2008 I've known of 15 people who have died. HELL!!! I saw George Carlin a month 1/2 ago & even HE'S dead now! WTF?!?!?!?! :( I even joked with my friends saying "I better go see him before he's dead" and look what happened :O ACK!
Death sucks for the Living. We have to live every day for a looooong time why someone would choose to kill themselves or hope that whomever died by illness or accident died peacefully or painless. Seems the Dead get off easy,huh?
Seems Death showed it's face again in my little life. 2 weeks ago my friend Carmen's ex-boyfriend (who's she's been friends with for 20yrs) committed suicide. 44yrs old;married;no children. He had been having $$$ troubles & his dr.had found a brain tumor in it's early stages in his head. I had met him & his wife at Carmen's wedding on 03/15/08. He took their wedding photos that day. He looked a bit tired, but that was understandable since he was scurrying around taking pics from all angles. Whenever I talked to my friend Sandy & she told me had died I was in shock. When Carmen told me he shot himself in the head I almost vomitted. WWWWTTTTTFFFF UNIVERSE! Now I've had 3 people I know commit suicide - Scott, T.J. & now Pete. I know Life is like that, and strangely enough I don't blame ANYONE for wanting to commit suicide. All we have is our Life & WE have to inhabit our bodies every day and WE have to live our life. No one else can really know what you go through & feel minute to minute. Yeah, I know that's weird to say, but it's true. I know what Suicide does to those left behind. I feel so badly for his wife :( I'm sending her a card & have asked my friend Carmen to let her know I've been through this too & she's not alone. I can't even begin to imagine what she must have thought when she found him at home.
So now for the year 2008 I've known of 15 people who have died. HELL!!! I saw George Carlin a month 1/2 ago & even HE'S dead now! WTF?!?!?!?! :( I even joked with my friends saying "I better go see him before he's dead" and look what happened :O ACK!
Death sucks for the Living. We have to live every day for a looooong time why someone would choose to kill themselves or hope that whomever died by illness or accident died peacefully or painless. Seems the Dead get off easy,huh?