passive aggressive bullshit
i want to bash my head against something hard...like the desk i'm sitting at or possibly a mirror. i fucking hate being confused. jesus christ, i didn't fucking know that i'm supposed to be able to read people's goddamn minds. i'm not playing bullshit cat-and-mouse games. i will not.
i'm going to drug myself so i can sleep tonight or else i'm going to be up all fucking night trying to figure out how the fuck i'm supposed to think/feel about this situation and what to do about it.... part of me hopes i don't wake up tomorrow morning; things would be much easier that way.
i'm going to drug myself so i can sleep tonight or else i'm going to be up all fucking night trying to figure out how the fuck i'm supposed to think/feel about this situation and what to do about it.... part of me hopes i don't wake up tomorrow morning; things would be much easier that way.