what a load of bukkake
i am so beyond annoyed with my schedule this week.
monday: close
tuesday: off
wednesday: close
thursday: noon-close
friday: close (2pm-10pm)
saturday: OPEN (7am-2pm)
sunday: off
WTF. this is going to be one of the shittiest weeks ever. first, i NEVER work thursdays and now i have to work this thursday AND go in 2hrs early! second, working on Halloween is very irritating. not only do i have to contend with our regular customers, but i also have to deal with kids coming in every 5 fucking seconds in groups of eleventy billion to get candy. garbslkdfjla.z/.fasdlfkjadlkfja!
i have to have more surgery on my left eye so i'm kind of pissed at that as well. i went in for my follow-up on friday and i almost broke down in the waiting room. i was, and always am, the youngest person there by about 35 years. everyone else is old and yeah i can see them having sight problems cuz they are geriatrics. but goddamn, i am 25 fucking years old! i should not have to be dealing with this shit right now. is this what i'm gonna have to deal with for the rest of my life? getting fucking laser surgery on my left eye every 2-4 months to prevent me from going blind? i don't think i can do that, if that's what i'm facing. some days i get so sick and tired of having to deal with having the 'betes. 25 yrs of this bullshit is enough already.
i want to cut something or someone. possibly myself. then i can check myself into a mental institution and be fed happy pills and be in la-la land so i don't have to think about all this crap that is driving me insane.
monday: close
tuesday: off
wednesday: close
thursday: noon-close
friday: close (2pm-10pm)
saturday: OPEN (7am-2pm)
sunday: off
WTF. this is going to be one of the shittiest weeks ever. first, i NEVER work thursdays and now i have to work this thursday AND go in 2hrs early! second, working on Halloween is very irritating. not only do i have to contend with our regular customers, but i also have to deal with kids coming in every 5 fucking seconds in groups of eleventy billion to get candy. garbslkdfjla.z/.fasdlfkjadlkfja!
i have to have more surgery on my left eye so i'm kind of pissed at that as well. i went in for my follow-up on friday and i almost broke down in the waiting room. i was, and always am, the youngest person there by about 35 years. everyone else is old and yeah i can see them having sight problems cuz they are geriatrics. but goddamn, i am 25 fucking years old! i should not have to be dealing with this shit right now. is this what i'm gonna have to deal with for the rest of my life? getting fucking laser surgery on my left eye every 2-4 months to prevent me from going blind? i don't think i can do that, if that's what i'm facing. some days i get so sick and tired of having to deal with having the 'betes. 25 yrs of this bullshit is enough already.
i want to cut something or someone. possibly myself. then i can check myself into a mental institution and be fed happy pills and be in la-la land so i don't have to think about all this crap that is driving me insane.