is it rong to have thoughts of murder and tourcher and be turned on by it

[hellsachild]

Seeing into you torn blue eyes, knowing every little detail about you.
Why wont you let me in, I want to be in you arms again.
I need you to hold me when it all comes crumbling down around me.
No one sees how hollow you are. I know, I see what I feel in your eyes.
I hope you still feel for me what u used to. You still hold me like I’m yours to keep.
I want to feel your sweaty body against mine I want to sleep every night in your embrace. I don’t want to stray I don’t want to look at any one else. I just want to be with you.
Yet some how you don’t see my tears or listen to my cries…
I stand in front of you staring at you waiting on you… I don’t know what you feel or think all I know is what I want and all I want is you. if you do care then just open your mouth and tell me. I don’t really want to try to go back to what we had.
I know that would not be a good place to start. All I want is to know for sure that you aren’t just in this all for the pussy. I cant satnd to have my heart toyed with right now.
I cant bear more heartach and pain. Everything ive been through I cant take any more hur.
So tell me now what are you in it for?