- behind the smiles, silent screams fade -
Wow. I've just had a really positive physio session. Ive nearly got full movement but my extension is still fairly shit..but other than that she said i can start putting weight through it and next week i only have to use one crutch and she hopes ill be off in 3 weeks!! *yey* thats really good news...cant wait to bloody get off them. I have to practise getting up and sitting down..which shouldnt be too hard...i have after all have had 19 years practise!!
The worst thing about getting up to go to physio is that i now have the rest of the day to fill...ive already watched a dvd/done my exercises/played the guitar/tidied up/written a song. So now im stuck *meh* thought about going back to bed but i never can when im already up.
Everything is set for saturday....although i realised when inviting everyone that i really dont know all that many girls.....there will only be me/kirstie/georgia as sam and rach are in india and laura and hollie cant make it. So there will be us and a load of guys...im a bit nervous because im mixing certain groups of friends...not sure how they will react to each other but oh well!
Bens coming round early afternoon so we can sort everything out....i just hope my tattoo doesnt hurt too much....think ive definately decided on the guitar..*muses* but knowing me ill have changed my mind in a few days!! Should be fun...drunken stonedness all night. ALthough i have to make breakfast on sunday morning despite the fact that it will be MY birthday. Ive made a menu and everything...then people can place their orders...who doesnt want egg but wants beans..etc..
I was reading past journal entries and i sound like such a prat, one post is happy/positive then the next is really depressing..then its positive again....im really not like that....well...i dont have that severe mood swings anyway!! (only occasionally :P)
I've got to put all my music on cd so we can play it in the living room, stupid gordon for moving the pc into the porch/study/cold area. *icicle moment*
i think ill go bake a cake or something......or maybe not.
The worst thing about getting up to go to physio is that i now have the rest of the day to fill...ive already watched a dvd/done my exercises/played the guitar/tidied up/written a song. So now im stuck *meh* thought about going back to bed but i never can when im already up.
Everything is set for saturday....although i realised when inviting everyone that i really dont know all that many girls.....there will only be me/kirstie/georgia as sam and rach are in india and laura and hollie cant make it. So there will be us and a load of guys...im a bit nervous because im mixing certain groups of friends...not sure how they will react to each other but oh well!
Bens coming round early afternoon so we can sort everything out....i just hope my tattoo doesnt hurt too much....think ive definately decided on the guitar..*muses* but knowing me ill have changed my mind in a few days!! Should be fun...drunken stonedness all night. ALthough i have to make breakfast on sunday morning despite the fact that it will be MY birthday. Ive made a menu and everything...then people can place their orders...who doesnt want egg but wants beans..etc..
I was reading past journal entries and i sound like such a prat, one post is happy/positive then the next is really depressing..then its positive again....im really not like that....well...i dont have that severe mood swings anyway!! (only occasionally :P)
I've got to put all my music on cd so we can play it in the living room, stupid gordon for moving the pc into the porch/study/cold area. *icicle moment*
i think ill go bake a cake or something......or maybe not.