life is what you make it...
Well another boring day doing absolutely fuck all, i'd honestly rather work than get stuck at home....at least Mickey came to see me today and he brought dvds and chocolate! He's such a dude! Definately one of my favourite friends! :P
I found out sam's going to si's on saturday....meeting up with her "junior" on sunday then meeting adam on the 31st!! And im all for having fun..but someone's gonna get hurt and i feel bad. She's definately changed....or maybe its just me. I dont know. Everyone seems to be acting strange recently. Me and Kirstie despite being on msn all the time together hardly ever talk. I find Kirstie difficult because she really has no idea how lucky she is and moans all the time. Which is fair enough but i wished shed be more sensitive given my situation.
Maybe im the one being insensitive, but i have my own problems to cope with and i'm (selfishly) wanting to sort them out first.
Oh and one of lifes great mysteries...how do girls fit all their stuff in those tiny topshop-esque bags? its like bloody mary poppins!
I havent heard from my dad and he's cancelled my bro's birthday party so im gonna take him out. He's seriously depressed right now and theres not much i can do without calling social services but how can i do that to my own dad? all these unanswered questions..no wonder im having trouble sleeping again.
I found out sam's going to si's on saturday....meeting up with her "junior" on sunday then meeting adam on the 31st!! And im all for having fun..but someone's gonna get hurt and i feel bad. She's definately changed....or maybe its just me. I dont know. Everyone seems to be acting strange recently. Me and Kirstie despite being on msn all the time together hardly ever talk. I find Kirstie difficult because she really has no idea how lucky she is and moans all the time. Which is fair enough but i wished shed be more sensitive given my situation.
Maybe im the one being insensitive, but i have my own problems to cope with and i'm (selfishly) wanting to sort them out first.
Oh and one of lifes great mysteries...how do girls fit all their stuff in those tiny topshop-esque bags? its like bloody mary poppins!
I havent heard from my dad and he's cancelled my bro's birthday party so im gonna take him out. He's seriously depressed right now and theres not much i can do without calling social services but how can i do that to my own dad? all these unanswered questions..no wonder im having trouble sleeping again.