grrrrrrrr!!
God im so pissed off! Why doesnt anyone do anything for anyone else?? I mean, im on crutches you'd have thought people might have shown some compassion for the fact i cant do much....but no, ben decided he couldnt be arsed coming to see me. I wish he would put someone else for a change...i only see him when he wants to! Not when i might need him. Why the hell im still friends with him i dont know. He pisses me off more than anyone ever has. I really want to tell him to shove it but i know that ill miss him. damn! why cant anything ever be simple? My life is so complicated..especially my family...its like bloody politics, i keep trying to be diplomatic and not saying what i really think and its driving me crazy. i think im going to explode if they keep on like this. one minute dads getting a divorce next minute hes not...and all my mum can do is laugh. when its really not funny...its having such an adverse effect on my brother and i dont want him to go through what i did/am. Why cant someone give me a break?