- what are we waiting for, a sign to tell me i was wrong -

[hells_be11s]

Hmmmmm. Just shopping online. Its hellishly addictive. Especially as i hate normal shopping so much. I get all stressed and flustered. Although i think i've spent too much as usual on nothing i really wanted...as usual. So really it isnt that much better than just going. Plus if i actually go shopping instead of online it gives me a wider option.

I'm having such a bad hair day. I wish i'd never had it cut now, at least before it couldnt really go wrong...just straight..and long. But now, its driving me crazy...its all fluffy and one side turns out and one side turns in...what a nightmare...and im the kind of person that really cant be arsed get a curly hairbrush and sitting styling it for hours...ah well. Up it goes.

I have my appointment with the surgeon tomorrow. And i'm actually a bit...ummm.scared to tell you the truth. *embarrassed face* But i do have good reason..me and anaesthetics dont get on. The last time i had any sort of anaesthetic i stopped breathing..and thats never a good sign. But going to my grandma's afterwards makes up for it..i feel in need of some pampering. *muses*
yeah definately some "me" time i think. And i get strawberries. *drools*