- an innocent soul corrupted -
Just had the most enlightening evening i've had for ages. Ben and Oliver came round. To see how i was and to try and cheer me up by bringing gifts of weed. Which was nice. :P But they did come round together. And i know ollie's our best mate..but there is definately something up with them. As in.."together". I know ben turned down a threesome with ol and his g/f...but what worries me is that oliver was up for it. But he says he's not bisexual. So i kinda believe him. But i'm really messed up cos ben declared his "love" for me. I swear he does it on purpose. Just to confuse me. Well he's succeeded. I mean i felt bad but what was i supposed to do?? So it got all tense and awkward silencey. (sic)
It turns out sam's got ANOTHER bloke on the go. This time one of her best mates (who now lives in australia) ex b/f. She's turning into such a whore. She's attempted to go all punky because he is...wants me to teach her the guitar and drums....yada yada. As a friend i'm supposed to support her in all this but all the men she's got on the go and she's a different person with each one of them. What am i supposed to do? Ive tried talking to her but she wont listen...i can handle it "make me a jimmy eat world cd, helena who's AFI" grrrrr! I hate people like that.
I'm still musing on the whole ben situation. I guess i wont get much sleep tonight.
I've had my first drink in ages...and lo and behold, written some lyrics. Seems its overcome my writers block. So i think i might just drink some more...
13 days til i take my sister to see blink. I just hope ive had some good news about my knee. The weed has taken some of the pain away. So i'm actually feeling quite relaxed...what with that and a few double baileys. Nothing seems quite the problem it was before. *smiles* Especially as i'm off out friday night. *yeys*
Me, kirstie, sam...should be fun girls night out...although i have relented to go to dust rather than star. (although i do rememember a really cool guy there last time...helped me find ben in my drunken state...) then its the work night out on sat. So what with my appointment and ben coming round...ive got quite a week to look forward to. :)
It turns out sam's got ANOTHER bloke on the go. This time one of her best mates (who now lives in australia) ex b/f. She's turning into such a whore. She's attempted to go all punky because he is...wants me to teach her the guitar and drums....yada yada. As a friend i'm supposed to support her in all this but all the men she's got on the go and she's a different person with each one of them. What am i supposed to do? Ive tried talking to her but she wont listen...i can handle it "make me a jimmy eat world cd, helena who's AFI" grrrrr! I hate people like that.
I'm still musing on the whole ben situation. I guess i wont get much sleep tonight.
I've had my first drink in ages...and lo and behold, written some lyrics. Seems its overcome my writers block. So i think i might just drink some more...
13 days til i take my sister to see blink. I just hope ive had some good news about my knee. The weed has taken some of the pain away. So i'm actually feeling quite relaxed...what with that and a few double baileys. Nothing seems quite the problem it was before. *smiles* Especially as i'm off out friday night. *yeys*
Me, kirstie, sam...should be fun girls night out...although i have relented to go to dust rather than star. (although i do rememember a really cool guy there last time...helped me find ben in my drunken state...) then its the work night out on sat. So what with my appointment and ben coming round...ive got quite a week to look forward to. :)