Apr 01, 2007 07:58
I guess laying in bed you realize who cares about you and who doesn't. Why do I always fight with this feeling of NO ONE caring? I know Don cares, I mean fuck he's being wonderful. Of course Mom, Dad and my sister give two fucks. What about everyone else. The people I'M there for all the time? Why do I fight this all the time. I'm always doing doing doing. Then it's fuck me. I hope my baby never feels what I've felt in 27 years. The feeling of you think you have friends and then BAM there goes that idea. I hope he/she understands the importance of family. They're always there for you no matter what. They're not going to ditch you cause they want to go fuck some random guys. They're not going to ignore you when something big is going on in your life. They sure as hell aren't going to say "I love you" and not mean it. I'll go on and on about how I wont give a fuck from this point on. But when it comes down to it, I'll be the first sucker that calls or writes to see how you're doing. Oh well.