non-stop ranting

Oct 01, 2010 23:59

the more i think the more pissed off i get
the more frustrated i get
the more XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX i get
and this feeling isnt going off soon

i cant seem to even think positive or straight anymore

quality / quantity?
time / money?

shit this.

i have no problem with you going off early but you need to finish your work before you go

how the hell do i finish the never ending work and go home?
if staying until 10, 11, 12 = yeah you are working hard!
then i really detest the whole department culture

im sorry but sometimes i think my priorities are different.
its all bcos of ths sentence of "1 year working experience" on the piece of paper resume. i will try my very best and do this for another 6 months and i will clean my ass of this shit. looking forward to a clean ass.

life's short, live it to the fullest.

if i were to live by this motto, i wouldnt be doing what im doing now.

sometimes i really dont know why i rushed into work. why didnt i see the amount of years that i have to work in the future?!
why o why didnt i enjoy myself and give myself a break?

honestly i think im a workaholic or should i say someone who likes to be working. BUT this is not considered work. its called slavery.

i like to work but not to this extend.

honestly and seriously

fuck the money that im getting. cos its not worth it.

i remember that i used to ask store managers to go home and have more rest when i see them working full shift. MAY I KNOW, what is the difference now?! FUCK KNOW.

going home is like so stressful bcos going home the first = you are not working hard enough.

why o why is my almost lifeless life so pathetic

why cant i live the life i want to live
why cant i do what i want
why do i have to think about so many consequences
why do i have to think about others
why cant i just leave when i want to leave
why must a build a career
why must i be in singapore
why must i be working like a slave
why cant i stand up to my thoughts
why cant i voice out my thoughts
why cant i jsut leave the shit that im doing now
why dont have i the courage to do so
why do i keep everything to myself
why must i work and work and work
why didnt i enjoy myself
why am i in such a horrible place
why do people always say this shit is a excellent department to learn from
why cant they see that i might not be able to live that long to use this knowledge wisely
why cant they just cut me some slack
why cant they give me a break
why dont they know that our pay is different
why do they expect so much from us
why cant they pay us more
why dont they listen to explanation
why dont they talk nicely to us
why dont they treat me like a human
why are they so horribly fucked up
why must i stay here
why am i still here
why cant i leave here
why dont i have the guts to step up and leave
why am i such a coward
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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