it's great to know that sometimes when you need to vent, there are people that don't know the details to be able to provide bias feedback...
i've realized that if you set high expectations of people, that no matter how hard they try, they'll never reach the standards you set for them... thus leading in failure and anger...
i don't think there's a need to think you're alone... besides, i have hope in the human race... nothing against putting full reliance on God or anything, but i'm not a perfect person, and i'm gonna consistently have these moments of frustration... i'll come to the same realizations over and over... a reliance on God, seesawing back to a desire for more... like the grey's anatomy quote i posted about a month ago:
"maybe our old wounds teach us something. they remind us where we've been, and what we've overcome. they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. that's what we like to think, but that's not the way it is, is it? some things we just have to learn over, and over, and over again..."
i guess it'll just have to be something that reminds me how human i am...
thoughts i've come across last night, after posting this... almost debated posting a conclusatory entry, but i was too tired, and it was late...
but thanks for your two cents... sorry you had to slave through that... =)
i've realized that if you set high expectations of people, that no matter how hard they try, they'll never reach the standards you set for them... thus leading in failure and anger...
i don't think there's a need to think you're alone... besides, i have hope in the human race... nothing against putting full reliance on God or anything, but i'm not a perfect person, and i'm gonna consistently have these moments of frustration... i'll come to the same realizations over and over... a reliance on God, seesawing back to a desire for more... like the grey's anatomy quote i posted about a month ago:
"maybe our old wounds teach us something.
they remind us where we've been, and what we've overcome.
they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future.
that's what we like to think, but that's not the way it is, is it?
some things we just have to learn over, and over, and over again..."
i guess it'll just have to be something that reminds me how human i am...
thoughts i've come across last night, after posting this... almost debated posting a conclusatory entry, but i was too tired, and it was late...
but thanks for your two cents... sorry you had to slave through that... =)
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