finally in the mood for updating...
why does it have to be so good and end so fast?! this week has been awesome and i wish i could stay for another month. I'm so glad that so many people were happy to see me! i feel totally weird.. it's like if phoenix was a place out of nowhere (kinda like peter-pan's island) where i can forget all of my problems, all my stress, and be in peace with my self. it sucks that it's this far and it sucks that when i'll go back a very few number of people will be able to understand what this meant for me.
A whole bunch of memories from last year came up to my mind.. and i wish i could never forget them. I hate hearing myself complaining so much but i can't help it. who knows when i'll ever come back. Sometimes i think that i should just say fuck everyone i'm going to ASU and never coming back. I don't think i am that brave tho, i don't think my mom would pay for it either. Wow... i wonder to how many places i'll get so attached to in my life, and how many other times i will have this weird feeling of today. i wonder why i keep thinking about all this stuff and not just have fun. I guess because the more it hurts, the more i'll remember it. God i'm so pathetic sometimes...
i should stop now..
I love you all
A whole bunch of memories from last year came up to my mind.. and i wish i could never forget them. I hate hearing myself complaining so much but i can't help it. who knows when i'll ever come back. Sometimes i think that i should just say fuck everyone i'm going to ASU and never coming back. I don't think i am that brave tho, i don't think my mom would pay for it either. Wow... i wonder to how many places i'll get so attached to in my life, and how many other times i will have this weird feeling of today. i wonder why i keep thinking about all this stuff and not just have fun. I guess because the more it hurts, the more i'll remember it. God i'm so pathetic sometimes...
i should stop now..
I love you all