will you join me in this dance. this dance of misery.
it's official, and it's christmas. what a coincidence. my mom is making rice crispy treats, with little green and red sprinkles. which excites me. because it brings me back to my childhood. and its already the big day, and im still awake. but i may be too excited to go to sleep. just because of the wonderful conversation i participated in tonight. and it has been far too long. but ive finally did it. now the hard part is waiting. waiting to see if this will all work out for the best. and i hope it does. because ive never had this before. and im glad i do. its beginning to fill the empty spot in my heart. that has been longing for completion for oh so long. but i must go help my sweet mother bake. so merry christmas to all.