smiles and her laughter. it's the only thing i've been waiting for.
ok. im bored. and my tongue hurts and i dont know why. i hope its not infected. ahhh. how i love good news. and tomorrow is the last day of school. and i get out at 10:30. that excites me. but ive realized. i need to let my heart go. ive finally found the key. the hard part is using it. if i never let loose and quit worrying, ill never know what its like to be in love. and i want to know. dearly. ive been hurt many times, and im afraid of letting it happen again. but ill never know what im missing out on if i never let it happen. its part of life, and i need to realize that.
this signals breaking up, as your voice cracks through my brain. as every nerve becomes entirely too nervous. twitching as my body is shocked. with your electric jolts, a pleasing punishment. my annoying cackle bursts your gentle ear drums, worn out from my non-sense words. hitting the side, like a gun going off in your head. the bang. bang. maybe something you'd wish for to happen. wish upon your delicate star. cracking. falling. wasted on my sleeping soul. fed with poison. bitten with comatose. longing to awake, from this never-ending nightmare. as his broken face is plastered on my eyelids. just reach out, and let your anger flow. for behind my black eye, i want him erased. yet permanent ink wont seem to leave my sight. like the skin being ripped off my back, as every piece strangles my veins, hoping to stay. now his shadow outlines my body. my hands are grasped to time that yearns to leave for the past. leave me with fading memories my body refuses to face. reality, fantacizing about something that was never real.
this signals breaking up, as your voice cracks through my brain. as every nerve becomes entirely too nervous. twitching as my body is shocked. with your electric jolts, a pleasing punishment. my annoying cackle bursts your gentle ear drums, worn out from my non-sense words. hitting the side, like a gun going off in your head. the bang. bang. maybe something you'd wish for to happen. wish upon your delicate star. cracking. falling. wasted on my sleeping soul. fed with poison. bitten with comatose. longing to awake, from this never-ending nightmare. as his broken face is plastered on my eyelids. just reach out, and let your anger flow. for behind my black eye, i want him erased. yet permanent ink wont seem to leave my sight. like the skin being ripped off my back, as every piece strangles my veins, hoping to stay. now his shadow outlines my body. my hands are grasped to time that yearns to leave for the past. leave me with fading memories my body refuses to face. reality, fantacizing about something that was never real.