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The thing about it is, I realised that the love of my life is simply just a very close human being to me.
But,....god i dont know, were just.... friends. were bros, like homies. He doesnt view me as fragile, beautiful, emotional, affectionate.
To him im just one of the home boys. I have realised that we are not in love as a man and a woman.
All we have is some weird bond.
Some sort of "understanding"Certain situations have changed the status durastically.
id rather not go there- i will next time- simply because, although i should not admit it,
it is a soar subject to me, because i wish with all of my heart and soul that it wasnt like this.
But it is- and it always will be. And i cant take it anymore. It eats me away.
And i have to force myself to be done now.
I do not even know who i am, Or what i am doing here.
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But,....god i dont know, were just.... friends. were bros, like homies. He doesnt view me as fragile, beautiful, emotional, affectionate.
To him im just one of the home boys. I have realised that we are not in love as a man and a woman.
All we have is some weird bond.
Some sort of "understanding"Certain situations have changed the status durastically.
id rather not go there- i will next time- simply because, although i should not admit it,
it is a soar subject to me, because i wish with all of my heart and soul that it wasnt like this.
But it is- and it always will be. And i cant take it anymore. It eats me away.
And i have to force myself to be done now.
I do not even know who i am, Or what i am doing here.
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