what do I do wrong?
Ok. So I dont mean for this to be emo or anything, but thoughts just race through my head. Its like a timeline, or a stopwatch, where the seconds race by, and I can't even stop to enjoy the moment, or even reflect to who I am.
If I don't belong here, where do I belong? I was forced out of Romania. I wish I could be there. If thats who I truly am. ( Read more... )
i think you will get a chance to find your family again, i think until you are eightteen, you will have to wait because as a minor, you have limitations because of your parents and that is understandable.....
but once you are eighteen, you are your own boss.
or atleast, that is how i see it.
i dont know if you have ever tried looking for your family through familytree webcites, but i would be more then willing to help you!<3
and you asked... "What does having a family feel like?"
well i feel that even if it is not blood related, you can still have a family. ryans family treats me like i am family already.
im sure the same goes with jacks family.
i just think that jack at his age doesnt know what he wants, i know taht you dont want to feel sad or torn and that you want to be loved, but i do not think jack can give that to you.
he is wrapped up in his own life and barely makes you apart of it, and when he does it is nothing but making you feel terrible.
that is no way to live, YOU DESERVE BETTER.
i know that he is your first true love, but if he cant do the bare minimum like you ask, then i think you should leave him with an ultimatum?<~spell????........ because i know you have good and bad times, but.........he cannot provide you with what you ask.
if he would just hold your hand when you walk through the mall, hug you, kiss you openly, call you for no reason.......i dont know.
i dont think he understands what he puts you through.
i love you with all my heart, you are probably the only person i see myself being friends with for a long long time. you are trustworthy, loving, caring, fun to be around, energetic, and a breath of fresh air..........i was going through old pictures.....well almost year old pictures of us hanging out, and ever since we did, i notice i smile A LOT more.......i never did before. i never had a friend like you that cares so much....that cares about how my day is........that hopes i am h aving a nice day...........i know i may not be able to do that all the time, but its alway nice to know that you are not alone...and that i DO CARE about what is going on in your life.
i dont want to tell you the wrong advice or give you bad advice, but i dont think jack is the right person, and i feel terrible for saying that, but his words/actions/lack of actions really has shown me that he is a diffrent person when he his around you. to him its all fun and games and thats it........... i dont know.
im sorry if it is not what you wanted to hear me say..... :(
ily<3.............theres more that i want to write, but think talking in person would just be better.
i will see you soon bffl<3
-dani<3
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