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Aug 27, 2009 14:56

here are some of the things i know:

steve dumped me two weeks ago because he knew i wasn't happy and he clearly didnt want to make the effort/hurt me any longer. it sucked but we're on totally different paths and it was for the best. definitely.
i love being single. and although there is a lot of talk going around, i can't help but laugh at how much people really care. you see, you lose a boyfriend and everyone says get over it, but you gain someone else and suddenly everyone cares. also losing a lot of your friends that you made through your ex significant other also hurts when half of them try to bang you and the other half pretend you just literally died.
another thing i know is that i don't want to be in a relationship for awhile. i am happy with what i am doing now. i've connected with someone on a complete different level and while i am really happy and enjoying it, i know i'm not putting labels on anything. i also know that im not going to go around banging a bunch of people, but by no means am i gonna solely invest all my time into one person. i did that for two years. i need to focus on myself and friends and having fun. literally thats the biggest reason why i want to be single is so i can have fun without having to answer to someone or feel like im doing something wrong.
i also know that this school year is going to be super fun, i can feel it in my bones.
one last thing, if you care enough to talk about what is going on, and if youre reading this im sure you have a general idea, it might be in your best interest to get your fucking facts straight and ask me yourself instead of making up half assed rumours to make yourself look better.

ok, going out to enjoy the nice weather. later
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