I hate spammers, I hate panic Attacks.
I'm really starting to think Panic attacks are going to start ruling my life. They are leaving me so drained. Too much on my mind. Too many early morning shifts. Having to get up at 5:30 is killing me. Then cue the migrains that have suddenly started. I spent Friday hardly able to see straight. Fell asleep the moment I crawled into bed when I got in at 8.
And of course I had another 8:30 start the next day. It was damn busy. New girl started so I had to show her how to do stuff. MEEE with my dirrectional skills! We past out 1000 potter reservation. ^^ yeys. Day was over in a blink of an eye. And then was picked up to go to ross's. Way yummy food! Spicy chicken pasta n salad with choca something or other which was to die for! Me and Ross went to his room and we spent ages with him playing his guitar and me happily watching him. He's so intence! :P But really. I could have watched him for hours. When you watch him play it's like a whole new side of him is revealed. He kept catching my eye when he looked up in the reflection of the mirror (he had his back to me you see >_< )and then Liz came up and we snuggled on the bed and talked about him as he continued to stroke his baby hehe.
Of course we couldn't oggle him forever n went to watch braveheart in the cinema room. This was all very amusing. Though after me and Ross were told to shut up and refrain from any comments, it was the rents who started bloody commenting.
By the end I was pooped. I kinda slunk off to bed only then to have a panic attack which had me up till 4am. So am a wreck. And have returned home after 2 days to find my inbox full of spam and my lj with pages and pages in read of reading. Arg. Why.
Who knows what teh net will look like when I get back from London in August. Me no wants to think about it.
And of course I had another 8:30 start the next day. It was damn busy. New girl started so I had to show her how to do stuff. MEEE with my dirrectional skills! We past out 1000 potter reservation. ^^ yeys. Day was over in a blink of an eye. And then was picked up to go to ross's. Way yummy food! Spicy chicken pasta n salad with choca something or other which was to die for! Me and Ross went to his room and we spent ages with him playing his guitar and me happily watching him. He's so intence! :P But really. I could have watched him for hours. When you watch him play it's like a whole new side of him is revealed. He kept catching my eye when he looked up in the reflection of the mirror (he had his back to me you see >_< )and then Liz came up and we snuggled on the bed and talked about him as he continued to stroke his baby hehe.
Of course we couldn't oggle him forever n went to watch braveheart in the cinema room. This was all very amusing. Though after me and Ross were told to shut up and refrain from any comments, it was the rents who started bloody commenting.
By the end I was pooped. I kinda slunk off to bed only then to have a panic attack which had me up till 4am. So am a wreck. And have returned home after 2 days to find my inbox full of spam and my lj with pages and pages in read of reading. Arg. Why.
Who knows what teh net will look like when I get back from London in August. Me no wants to think about it.