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So. The university has shown up. They've been making a schedule for these few weeks, and I kind of started wondering if I wanted to come back or not.
I need a day in the forest to decide. There is going to be NO literature - so why would I need that at all? Isn't it a dead end for me? Doesn't it mean that I just will be exhausted on Saturdays and during the week?
I'd better write books!
I have a tight schedule now.
But the question remains - what am I going to do when we start a real family? I am self-employed, aren't I? Making some money now doesn't mean I'll be able to do it later. I definitely won't be able to go to corporate classes, right? So I'll only have private English classes, so that's the sphere where I have to invest my time and energy, right?
Then, waking up every day at 6 o'clock isn't doing any good.
Rightttt....
Time to make decisions - don't I just hate it!
Well, I've got to pull myself together and just love my decisions.
I need a day in the forest to decide. There is going to be NO literature - so why would I need that at all? Isn't it a dead end for me? Doesn't it mean that I just will be exhausted on Saturdays and during the week?
I'd better write books!
I have a tight schedule now.
But the question remains - what am I going to do when we start a real family? I am self-employed, aren't I? Making some money now doesn't mean I'll be able to do it later. I definitely won't be able to go to corporate classes, right? So I'll only have private English classes, so that's the sphere where I have to invest my time and energy, right?
Then, waking up every day at 6 o'clock isn't doing any good.
Rightttt....
Time to make decisions - don't I just hate it!
Well, I've got to pull myself together and just love my decisions.