10 songs meme - tegomass
Title: Ten Songs meme
Author: heiryzmylisza
Pairing: tegomass
Rating: fluff and angst makes it uhm... a PG?
Summary: uhm.... yeah... i don't know the summary!!!
Disclaimer: Tegomass ain't mine but i'm saving up to buy them from Johnny!! lol...
Notes: none for now... got this from ( slytherisa ), hope you don't mind...^___^
The 10 Songs Meme
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them.
well, here goes nothing!!!
Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters and a Story of a Lonely Girl by the Lost Prophets
Things were never meant to end this way. They loved each other more than anyone else could. Now, he walks in this cold streets alone, his picture clutched tightly in his hands. How could things end up badly this way?
Their friends faded one by one, each having their own personal reasons of leaving him behind. The man who killed his own lover all because of just some lousy jealousy.
He didn’t want to do it. He didn’t and he regretted it now. How could he take an angel away from this world? Now, he decided as he reached Massu’s tombstone. That he will join his angel once again.
Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boys
With Ryo now gone, Massu decided to make his move on Tegoshi. The couple decided to call it quits a few weeks ago. And Massu had been Tegoshi’s shoulder to cry on. It was perfect you see. Coz Massu loved Tegoshi more than anybody could see.
“So what’s up Tesshi?” Massu asked his friend. Tegoshi smiled up to him and patted the seat next to him. Massu happily obliged with the offer. The moment he sat down, Tegoshi leaned his head on his shoulder.
“I’m lonely ne Massu…” Tegoshi whined, as he too put his arm around Massu’s and intertwined their fingers.
“Well, I guess with me around, you won’t be anymore,” Massu gently whispered.
Cry by Mandy Moore
Tegoshi always remembered the first time he saw Massu cry. It was the time too that he realized that what he felt for the guy was something more than friendship. He loved him.
Massu never cried in front of anyone. His smile was the source for the group’s strength. The same smile also hid what pain the man was truly feeling. The time Tegoshi saw him cry, he felt his heart break into a million pieces.
“Massu…” was only the thing he could whisper as he approached him and gently took him into his arms. He wanted to take the pain away from Massu. He wanted to make everything for him all right.
He would always remember the day he saw Massu cry because it was the same day he saw his forever in his eyes.
Say it Again by Marie Digby
Tegoshi never expected it to happen. That Massu would one day confess to him that he loves him. When it did happen, Tegoshi could only stand still and gape at Massu who was blushing furiously and handing him a large bouquet of white roses.
Now, that they were together for months now, Tegoshi still liked to hear from Massu how he truly loves him. It makes him special. He loved it when Massu says that he was the only one who could ever make him feel that way. He loved it when Massu would breathe his name to his ears. He loved it when he could feel his arms around him. No matter how he says it only one thing remains the same, his heart will go doki doki and it seems like it won’t ever stop.
“Ne, Massu? Please say it again?”
Planetarium by Ai Otsuka
It’s been months now ne? As Tegoshi remembered. It still hurts like the day you left me Massu…
He was at their favorite park. Staring up the sky, the constellation they saw that fateful night appearing once again. Do you still see it Massu? Can you see these stars from where you are right now? He asked mostly himself as a steady flow of tears now are now staining his face.
I want to be with you so badly Massu… You told me that if I tell the stars what I want, it will still reach you… Do you still now hear my silent plea to come back to you?
Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
At the very start of their relationship, many did not like it already. Many people regarded their relationship as something like irrational. How could two guys fall in love with each other?
Parents, relatives, sometimes even friends are against it. They opposed it. They wanted them to end it. “We didn’t raise you to be a homosexual,” their parents would say.
But to these, Tegoshi and Massu would not listen. They don’t care what these people say, they love each other and that’s what’s important. They may try to take them apart but one way or another they would look and find each other. Their love still as strong as ever.
Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney
Day by day, Massu would just carefully watch Tegoshi. Tegoshi who he so badly wants to be his but now belongs to Nishikido Ryo. It’s driving him nuts. He’s tried every possible way to let go of that feeling. But he can’t, he won’t.
Day by day, it was getting harder to be by his side but could never utter a single word. He would smile at him and all his intentions of forgetting would crash back down on him. He doesn’t know how to be fine when he’s not. Because he doesn’t know how to make these feelings stop. It hurts but he has to do this right? Especially now that he was getting married to Ryo.
He left a letter for him entrusting it to Yamapi to give it to him after the ceremony. He can’t bear to watch him get married to another man, it would only break his already torn heart.
Tegoshi read the letter when they got to their honeymoon suite. He cried at the end because he never felt so stupid his entire life.
“Thought you should know, I’ve tried my best to let go of you, but I don’t want to…”
Walk Away by Paula Deanda
When Tegoshi saw Massu with his new girl, he can’t help but feel impressed. He definitely picked someone pretty, she was perfect for him. But then, he can’t help but think if she did the things he did for him too.
Both of them moved on but walking away seems to be a more impossible task for him. Massu was just too hard to forget. With that remarkable smile of his and his passion for life, he would easily forget?
He has somebody else now too. A cute girl who loves him but I guess he could never love her like she does. When he kisses her, he wishes that it was him he was kissing. When he misses her, he wishes that it was him he was missing. Nobody could compare to his Massu.
Now, seeing them walking together, it makes it harder for him to walk away.
No Air by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown
Tegoshi was his air and losing him is like having no air to breathe. Losing Tegoshi would mean his death. He wouldn’t know how to survive without him.
When Tegoshi left him, he felt that it was harder for him to breathe. Just how does he expect him to breathe with no air? Without him that’s how he felt. Tegoshi took away with him his breathe but somehow he still survives. But right now, he doesn’t care. He wants him back. He wants that air to be back.
Just how does he expect me to live alone with just me? Cause my world revolves around you and it’s so hard for me to breathe.
When You Look Me in the Eyes by the Jonas Brothers
They say that the eyes are the windows to one’s soul. Both Tegoshi and Massu believe on that. They fell in love with each other because of their eyes. Their eyes would show everything they need to know. Sometimes words don’t need to be spoken at all. One look was all it took and they would know what each other were feeling already.
When Massu tells Tegoshi he loves him and looks at him in the eyes, everything would seem to disappear. With Tegoshi by his side, to Massu, everything will be alright.
To them, when they look at each other’s eyes, hands intertwined, hearts beating as one, they find their own paradise.
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A/N: i'm not really supposed to post this one or make it for the matter
but i decided against my better judgement to post it anyway as a
one-more-month-to-go-before-i-turn-18 momento fic...
(is there even such a word?)
anyway, ai ai gasa played and i was dumbfounded...
how could i write another ai ai gasa themed fic
and you can't possibly expect me to write something under 1:30!!!
so yeah, i'm also sorry for the latter part of this post
coz myy mind decided to deteriorate half-way through it?
so yeah, they're not exactly my best works...
but yeah...*i should probably stop blabbering now*
comments anyone?
yoroshiku onegaishimasu!!!