Title: What Ifs
Author:
heiryzmyliszaPairing: TomaPi
Rating: Pg-13 for implied situations and err... teasing...
Summary: tomapi plays a game where they ask each other questions starting with "what if"
Disclaimer: TomaPi ain't mine but i want them to be!!! ahaha...
Notes: for ( mklia ) because i made her sad with what happened to TomaPi in my previous fic... i'm really sorry honey, this one's for you!!! ^_____^
Afternoon. Another day at the Jimusho and Yamapi was tired. He just got back from NewS’ practice sessions and he was now sprawled over the huge sofa at their dressing room. Ryo left earlier because he had a practice too with Kanjani8. Yamapi thought the guy was a modern superman. Doesn’t he ever get tired?
Yamapi looked around and saw the bustling of his groupmates. Massu was being fed by Tegoshi at the table. Shige was reading a book while Koyama was talking energetically at his lap. Shige doesn’t seem to mind because he nodded his head every once in a while. Yamapi sighed. He wanted to hang out and everyone left in this room with him wouldn’t probably agree to go out with him.
God seemed to be listening because just then, the answer to his prayers arrived.
“Yo!” a very enthusiastic Ikuta Toma greeted from their dressing room’s doorway. The members greeted back with smiles on their faces. Tegoshi even invited him to eat with them. Toma refused gently saying that he was still full.
Yamapi looked up from where he was haphazardly sprawled. Somehow, his head almost touched the floor while his body still managed to be still on the sofa. Toma’s smile seemed to falter when he saw Yamapi’s state. He looked at his friend like he saw a strange being dancing in front of him naked.
“What happened to you?” Toma asked as he walked closer to Yamapi. He extended his hand out to help him get back to a more decent position. As soon as he was seated uprightly again, Yamapi latched on to Toma.
“Ne… Let’s go out and have some fun!!!” Yamapi suggested.
Toma smiled in defeat before agreeing. It was his mission after all to invite Yamapi out. His friend just beat him to it and instead invited him to go out. Yamapi laughed happily before he grabbed his bag before proceeding to drag Toma out of the door. Yamapi heard him saying goodbye to his band mates first before following him out.
“So, where do you think we should go?” he asked Toma.
“Hmm… let’s just go to our favorite place ne?” Toma answered. Soon he found himself standing outside their favorite restaurant.
The restaurant was quite an ordinary one wherein the customers had to sit on the floor and the tables were low. However ordinary it might be, the two always liked the place. It was comfy inside and few people came there. Making it a secret haven for them to hide from the press.
They entered the place and found a nice spot at the corner of the restaurant. They could be hidden from plain view and they could be as rowdy as they want. They settled down on the floor and ordered the usual things they ordered when they went here to eat.
“It’s been a long time since we hang out don’t you think?” Toma asked Yamapi.
“You tell me, you’ve been busy yourself,” Yamapi answered as he drank his beer.
Toma chuckled and drank some beer himself. “Well, not as busy as you. You have dramas and NewS’ activities as well.”
“True, but I still give time to myself. I don’t like to drown myself with work you know,” Yamapi replied with a smirk.
“Whatever Pi,” Toma could only reply.
The food they ordered arrived and the two proceeded to eat and drink, talking once in a while. They haven’t done this for a while now since their schedule never permitted them to. It was nice to catch up on what happened in their lives. After some bottles of beer, their brains seemed to loosen a little, meaning they were quite drunk.
“Ne, Toma, let’s play?” Yamapi suggested.
“What?”
“I’ll ask a question and you have to answer. The questions just have to start with what ifs ok?” Yamapi explained the rules of his so-called game. Toma nodded in understanding.
“Ok, I’ll start!!! What if the world ends tomorrow, what would you do?” Yamapi asked.
“I’ll probably go do things I’ve never tried doing before.”
“Ehh? That’s it? You’re no fun Toma…”
“Whatever, my turn Pi. What if you mix a breed of bulldog with a shitzu, what do you think will the cross breed be called?”
“Uhm… I don’t know!!! What kind of question is that?!” Yamapi frowned at the question.
“Baka, it will be called bullshit!!! Ahaha!!!” Toma laughed at his own joke. Yamapi found this funny as well and joined in the drunken laughter.
“My turn again!!! Hmmm…” Yamapi said as he thought his next question over. “What if I never debuted with NewS and 4 Tops was the one that debuted, what would you do?”
“Are you insane? Of course I’ll be happy!!!” Toma answered as he hiccupped.
“I always thought that I’ll debut with you Toma. I thought I’ll be with you guys forever,” Yamapi said as he took another drink of his beer.
“Baka, who didn’t think of that?! There’s no use in looking back at it now, what’s done is done and we cannot return to the past,” Toma answered as he poured himself a glassful of beer.
Yamapi sighed as he looked around him. The people in the restaurant were getting fewer and fewer. “It’s your turn now,” he said.
“What? Oh yeah…” Toma realized. It was his turn to ask again. He racked his brain for something decent to ask. “What if you never met me, what do you think will happen to you?”
“My world will be a lot less crazier!!!” Yamapi answered immediately, laughing at his answer. Toma’s face scrunched up, he didn’t like that answer. “Oi, what are you saying huh?! Baka…” he mumbled.
“Ahaha… well, it is true you know!!! Your silly antics make me crazy! Besides, you know for yourself that you’re crazy as well,” Yamapi suddenly said. He was already swaying on his spot even if he was still sitting down. Toma noticed this and promptly said that he was too drunk already. Yamapi smiled in reply before lying himself on the floor, head on Toma’s lap. “It’s much more comfortable this way,” he said before asking Toma again one of his out of this world questions.
“What if you never met me? What do you think will happen to you?”
Toma peered down at the young man below him. His head nestled comfortably on his lap, grinning up at him like a Cheshire cat.
“I guess my world would become half empty,” came Toma’s soft reply as he continued to look down at Yamapi. Yamapi’s smile never seemed to falter. To Toma, it even looked like it became even wider.
Yamapi pushed himself from the floor and pulled Toma into a hug. The older man felt his heart skip a beat but enjoyed the warm hug anyway. “Hontouni? Maa… I guess my world will become less crazier because my world is half crazy about you,” Yamapi whispered. His breath was hot against Toma’s cheeks and Toma shivered at the sensuality it brings. He could feel his cheeks getting warmer and warmer and he knew he couldn’t blame it on the beer. Damn you Tomohisa.
Toma felt himself pulling away from the embrace and leaning towards the younger man’s face. He doesn’t care what the consequences his actions may bring. Damn it, he wants this. He never wanted anything badly as this. But Yamapi stopped him by pushing a finger against his lips.
“Not here, we need to go somewhere more private,” Yamapi whispered against Toma’s ears. The hot breath tickled and aroused him even more. His tongue licking him too doesn’t help one bit.
“Yeah…” Toma agreed as he left a wad of money on the table as Yamapi gave him a seductive grin.
The cold night air greeted them as they walked out of the restaurant, clearing their drunken minds but neither of them regretting where things were now headed. Toma wrapped his scarf on Yamapi’s neck as he saw the other shiver from the cold. Yamapi smiled in gratitude as he linked his hands with Toma. Together, they left the restaurant hand in hand, their friendship left but replaced with a relationship far more interesting.
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A/N: okay, i don't know if i did well on this one
but i gave it my best shot...
not my first time writing a diff pairing from tegomass
but tomapi is seriously a pairing that makes me doubt my writing skills...
huwahahaha... this wasn't easy to write ok!!!
so don't kill me if you didn't like it!!!
i'm also sorry if i'm in your pages every day
i swear the writing bug bit me really hard!!!
blame it on them!!!
mklia, i hope this is what you've been looking for!!!^____^
yeah... so author's notes end here!!!
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