i hate raining on a parade, but...
i got rejected from the university of washington. quickly. via e-mail. it's the text message breakup of law admissions.
no, i'm not really okay with this, as the choice is now staying here or law school, and that makes me kind of emo, as moving is scary, expensive, and means having to start everything all over again right as i face this big bad thwacking of 1L-ness.
i'm sad. partially because i wasted $50 on this, and partially because now i'm sure that if my application was the laughingstock of my own state's only nonsectarian law school, i'm kind of scared what they're going to think at Oregon, Hastings, or Davis.
mostly, though, i feel ashamed to admit this, as i've known for a couple of days, and i'm rather angry with myself for fucking up the LSAT twice with sufficient suckology to get thrown in the "ha-ha, we can't admit THAT!" bin this fast. but mostly i'm sad, because i don't think i have it in me, emotionally much less financially, to start over somewhere else, and that's bad.
no, i'm not really okay with this, as the choice is now staying here or law school, and that makes me kind of emo, as moving is scary, expensive, and means having to start everything all over again right as i face this big bad thwacking of 1L-ness.
i'm sad. partially because i wasted $50 on this, and partially because now i'm sure that if my application was the laughingstock of my own state's only nonsectarian law school, i'm kind of scared what they're going to think at Oregon, Hastings, or Davis.
mostly, though, i feel ashamed to admit this, as i've known for a couple of days, and i'm rather angry with myself for fucking up the LSAT twice with sufficient suckology to get thrown in the "ha-ha, we can't admit THAT!" bin this fast. but mostly i'm sad, because i don't think i have it in me, emotionally much less financially, to start over somewhere else, and that's bad.