Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves
i was on your porch
the smoke sank into my skin
so i came inside to be with you
and we talked all night
about everything we could imagine
cause come the morning i'll be gone
and as our eyes start to close
i turn to you and i let you know
that i love you
well my dad was sick
and my mom she cared for him
her love it nursed him back to life
and me i ran
i couldnt even look at him
for fear i'd have to say goodbye
and as i start to leave
he grabs me by the shoulder
and he tells me whats left to lose?
you've done enough
and if you fail well then you fail
but not to us
cause these last three years,
i know they've been hard
but now it's time
to get out of the desert
and into the sun
even if it's alone
so now here i sit,
in a hotel off of sunset
my thoughts bounce off of sam's guitar
and that's the way it's been,
ever since we were kids but now,
now weve got something to prove and i,
i can see their eyes
but tell me something,
can they see mine?
cause what's left to lose?
i've done enough
and if i fail well then i fail
but i gave it a shot
and these last three years,
i know they've been hard
but now it's time
to get out of the desert
and into the sun
even if it's alone
i was on your porch last night,
the smoke it sank into my skin
THANK YOU CASEY! For everything...
EDIT:
So this part of the entry that upset so many people was actually dedicated to the "popular" kids who seem to think they're better than everyone else. nothing more than that. it was not about anyone of you who actually read my journal. I was just a little disgusted by how they act when they're all together & i was just really frustrated because of it. and also, i hung out with a lot of my older friends the weekend i wrote this & they were all talking about how stupid high school is & a couple of them actually said the exact words i wrote in here. so it wasn't something i made up. and i guess they just got me thinking. but i'm sorry for ever writing it because i suck at this & everything i say in here ends up being taken completely the wrong way because i am just an idiot. once again, im sorry. i guess i figured no one was really reading my journal anymore
the smoke sank into my skin
so i came inside to be with you
and we talked all night
about everything we could imagine
cause come the morning i'll be gone
and as our eyes start to close
i turn to you and i let you know
that i love you
well my dad was sick
and my mom she cared for him
her love it nursed him back to life
and me i ran
i couldnt even look at him
for fear i'd have to say goodbye
and as i start to leave
he grabs me by the shoulder
and he tells me whats left to lose?
you've done enough
and if you fail well then you fail
but not to us
cause these last three years,
i know they've been hard
but now it's time
to get out of the desert
and into the sun
even if it's alone
so now here i sit,
in a hotel off of sunset
my thoughts bounce off of sam's guitar
and that's the way it's been,
ever since we were kids but now,
now weve got something to prove and i,
i can see their eyes
but tell me something,
can they see mine?
cause what's left to lose?
i've done enough
and if i fail well then i fail
but i gave it a shot
and these last three years,
i know they've been hard
but now it's time
to get out of the desert
and into the sun
even if it's alone
i was on your porch last night,
the smoke it sank into my skin
THANK YOU CASEY! For everything...
EDIT:
So this part of the entry that upset so many people was actually dedicated to the "popular" kids who seem to think they're better than everyone else. nothing more than that. it was not about anyone of you who actually read my journal. I was just a little disgusted by how they act when they're all together & i was just really frustrated because of it. and also, i hung out with a lot of my older friends the weekend i wrote this & they were all talking about how stupid high school is & a couple of them actually said the exact words i wrote in here. so it wasn't something i made up. and i guess they just got me thinking. but i'm sorry for ever writing it because i suck at this & everything i say in here ends up being taken completely the wrong way because i am just an idiot. once again, im sorry. i guess i figured no one was really reading my journal anymore