"Trust is as vital to human relationships as breath is to life"
I give up...
So I've realized that I'm really naive and really really gullible. I don't know why I went along with their idea. Now the story is completely twisted & there is nothing I can do about it. But I do want to apologize again for causing/taking part in this fucked up drama. I'm so sorry to everyone I've hurt. I'll probably spend what's left of our time together apologizing to you all. But I don't mind, because yes- I fucked up. Majorly. It was a bad decision and a really bad situation, and like I said- I was just being extremely naive. And I continued to be naive for weeks after. It does hurt being lied to, and now I get to experience that pain too. So yeah, I think it's safe to say that I know how you all feel. Yeah I don't think there's really anything left for me to say at this point because I'm not going to change a thing. But I do want to say thank you to Elize and Natalie... I really don't know what I would do without you two.
So I've realized that I'm really naive and really really gullible. I don't know why I went along with their idea. Now the story is completely twisted & there is nothing I can do about it. But I do want to apologize again for causing/taking part in this fucked up drama. I'm so sorry to everyone I've hurt. I'll probably spend what's left of our time together apologizing to you all. But I don't mind, because yes- I fucked up. Majorly. It was a bad decision and a really bad situation, and like I said- I was just being extremely naive. And I continued to be naive for weeks after. It does hurt being lied to, and now I get to experience that pain too. So yeah, I think it's safe to say that I know how you all feel. Yeah I don't think there's really anything left for me to say at this point because I'm not going to change a thing. But I do want to say thank you to Elize and Natalie... I really don't know what I would do without you two.