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hey you two and a half people out there who read this. let me tell you something..
life is good? i dont know. i need to move. move out. i should have left when things were good. for a while my house was a more peaceful place. but now things are just horrible. and whats really sad is... i've given up. i dont even try any more. which wont fix things. but im just tired.
i am crazy about my boy. absolutely crazy. i dont even know what to do. we are staying together when i move to new york. hopefully he will be there in the spring. but we'll see.
bavani i cant get our newest video online. its five minutes and six seconds and i dont have an editing thing at all on my computer and it wont let me cut it down and all the websites that im going to says my file is too large. help me music girl!
jenny loring. fucking come home. and yes i use fucking.
so my schedule.... leaving for oregon TOMORROW! gone for three days... then im home for three days... then im flying to new york ! i'll be gone for a week. august 2nd - august 8th. adam is taking me. 6 nights in the Carlton Hotel with mah man in the city. MMMMMMMMM. oh my god.
then im home for three weeks.. and im gone.