ERASER IN HIS HEAD. - part 3 -
Geng woke up and saw heechul on the floor winced because of the pain. He immediately ran to heechul. “chulla, are you okay?” he asked. Heechul nodded but obviously he’s not. He’s sweating like crazy. Geng helped him to stand. He let heechul rest on their bed and he saw the pink paper on heechul’s hand. “Why are you holding this?” geng asked. “I was just reading it. And suddenly a memory flashed in my head and felt a pain.” He explained while panting on the bed. “Really? What did you saw?” geng sat beside him. “A man lying on the bed fast asleep. But I didn’t saw it clearly.” Heechul said closed eyes. Geng’s eyes widened in shocked. “I’ll let you remember yourself everything. You’re doing great.” Geng became teary he quickly wiped it with his fingers. “I hope I’ll remember everything soon. I felt like something’s missing or someone’s missing. I don’t know… I don’t feel complete.” Heechul said. Geng let out a sigh.
Siwon and heechul are eating at the restaurant. “hyung, we used to eat here.” Siwon looked around. “the two of us?” heechul asked. Siwon didn’t answer immediately. He’s thinking if he’s going to lie or tell the truth that they eat with the other members. And he said. “yes. Just the two of us.” He smiled. Heechul just smiled too.
Geng walked in the restaurant to order some food for him and heechul but before he order, he saw heechul and siwon eating and talking at the table. He saw heechul smiling, like he’s very happy. He wanted to approach them but before he knew it, heechul called him. “geng!” heechul waved at him. Geng stiffened. Heechul ran towards him and pulled him from where he stands. Siwon grimaced when he saw Geng.
“hyung” siwon greeted. “yo.” Geng said in a monotonous tone. Both of them felt awkward and avoiding eye contact. “geng, let’s order your food.” Heechul said. Geng just nodded and went to the counter to order. Heechul followed him and linked his arms with his. Siwon was dumbfounded. He followed them with a glare. he observed them until they reached the counter. The two of them laughed and talked while ordering which makes siwon dying inside out of jealousy. As he was observing them, he fixed his eyes on the linked arms. Siwon didn’t notice that heechul and geng are back.
Heechul was trying to get his attention by waving his hands in front of siwon’s face. “What are you doing?” siwon snapped. “You. Are. Spacing. Out.” Heechul giggled. Geng just stayed silent and felt awkward once again. Geng looked at his food on his tray while standing. “Geng, feel free to sit down. I won’t hurt you.” Heechul teased. Geng sat and started eating. Before the accident happen he usually talk to them while eating. But now, he doesn’t. He’s observing heechul’s every actions and reactions towards siwon. Sometimes, heechul tapped siwon on his shoulder or laughed hard. This made Geng felt jealous.
Please chulla.. Stop smiling. Stop touching him. Those smile and touches belongs to me. I miss you. I miss us.. it hurts so much seeing you happy with somebody else.. those words, I really wanted to say it to you so badly.. He thought. When his done with his food. he wiped his mouth with table napkin. “I’m done. May be I’ll go first. I think you’re not yet done.” Geng excused. He can no longer take the pain. He wanted to cry. He wanted to grab heechul’s hand and pulled him away to siwon. He wanted to tell the truth. But he can’t.
Heechul shooked his head ‘no’. “We’re done too, we just waited you to finish.” Heechul said. Siwon glared at Geng, luckily geng didn’t saw it. Two of them stood up, heechul linked his arm on geng. He and siwon was shocked. Siwon looked at their linked arms. Geng just looked at heechul. “let’s go home!” heechul shouted. He pulled the two guys with his hands. The two guys let themselves being pulled.
When they reached home donghae and kibum was on their dorm. “hyung!” the two guys called in chorus. “donghae! Kibum!” heechul let go of geng’s arm and ran towards his dongsaengs and hugged them. Heechul has been playing with them since he became healthy, but because of the tight schedules they haven’t been lately. Siwon frowned. He doesn’t want heechul playing with other members, especially with heechul’s closest friends’ donghae and kibum while geng is the opposite. He let heechul do whatever he wants as long heechul is happy but when it comes to siwon, he can’t helped it but feel afraid. Geng smiled.
While they are playing some game on their laptop. Donghae asked something unconsciously, “hyung. Are you and geng hyung back together?”
Kibum looked at donghae eyes widened. Heechul was shocked and confused. “Me and geng? What do you mean by that?” heechul stopped playing. Kibum also stopped. Donghae snapped when he realized what he just asked. “hyung.. It’s nothing.” Kibum said. Donghae looked at kibum ‘he-can’t-hide-it-anymore’. “Let. Donghae. talk.” Heechul glared at kibum. Kibum looked down and bit his lips. “hyung..” that’s all donghae said. That made heechul more confused and made him think that they are hiding something to him ever since he recovered from the accident. They continued playing, but the awkward silent is there. When they are done, heechul went out the room without saying a word.
*it sucks right? i've been having a writers' block. that's why i can't write something. i really wanted finish this already, but my mind is full of troubles right now, he won't function according to what i want. LOL.
so yeah, feel free to comment and i hope you enjoy it.^^
Siwon and heechul are eating at the restaurant. “hyung, we used to eat here.” Siwon looked around. “the two of us?” heechul asked. Siwon didn’t answer immediately. He’s thinking if he’s going to lie or tell the truth that they eat with the other members. And he said. “yes. Just the two of us.” He smiled. Heechul just smiled too.
Geng walked in the restaurant to order some food for him and heechul but before he order, he saw heechul and siwon eating and talking at the table. He saw heechul smiling, like he’s very happy. He wanted to approach them but before he knew it, heechul called him. “geng!” heechul waved at him. Geng stiffened. Heechul ran towards him and pulled him from where he stands. Siwon grimaced when he saw Geng.
“hyung” siwon greeted. “yo.” Geng said in a monotonous tone. Both of them felt awkward and avoiding eye contact. “geng, let’s order your food.” Heechul said. Geng just nodded and went to the counter to order. Heechul followed him and linked his arms with his. Siwon was dumbfounded. He followed them with a glare. he observed them until they reached the counter. The two of them laughed and talked while ordering which makes siwon dying inside out of jealousy. As he was observing them, he fixed his eyes on the linked arms. Siwon didn’t notice that heechul and geng are back.
Heechul was trying to get his attention by waving his hands in front of siwon’s face. “What are you doing?” siwon snapped. “You. Are. Spacing. Out.” Heechul giggled. Geng just stayed silent and felt awkward once again. Geng looked at his food on his tray while standing. “Geng, feel free to sit down. I won’t hurt you.” Heechul teased. Geng sat and started eating. Before the accident happen he usually talk to them while eating. But now, he doesn’t. He’s observing heechul’s every actions and reactions towards siwon. Sometimes, heechul tapped siwon on his shoulder or laughed hard. This made Geng felt jealous.
Please chulla.. Stop smiling. Stop touching him. Those smile and touches belongs to me. I miss you. I miss us.. it hurts so much seeing you happy with somebody else.. those words, I really wanted to say it to you so badly.. He thought. When his done with his food. he wiped his mouth with table napkin. “I’m done. May be I’ll go first. I think you’re not yet done.” Geng excused. He can no longer take the pain. He wanted to cry. He wanted to grab heechul’s hand and pulled him away to siwon. He wanted to tell the truth. But he can’t.
Heechul shooked his head ‘no’. “We’re done too, we just waited you to finish.” Heechul said. Siwon glared at Geng, luckily geng didn’t saw it. Two of them stood up, heechul linked his arm on geng. He and siwon was shocked. Siwon looked at their linked arms. Geng just looked at heechul. “let’s go home!” heechul shouted. He pulled the two guys with his hands. The two guys let themselves being pulled.
When they reached home donghae and kibum was on their dorm. “hyung!” the two guys called in chorus. “donghae! Kibum!” heechul let go of geng’s arm and ran towards his dongsaengs and hugged them. Heechul has been playing with them since he became healthy, but because of the tight schedules they haven’t been lately. Siwon frowned. He doesn’t want heechul playing with other members, especially with heechul’s closest friends’ donghae and kibum while geng is the opposite. He let heechul do whatever he wants as long heechul is happy but when it comes to siwon, he can’t helped it but feel afraid. Geng smiled.
While they are playing some game on their laptop. Donghae asked something unconsciously, “hyung. Are you and geng hyung back together?”
Kibum looked at donghae eyes widened. Heechul was shocked and confused. “Me and geng? What do you mean by that?” heechul stopped playing. Kibum also stopped. Donghae snapped when he realized what he just asked. “hyung.. It’s nothing.” Kibum said. Donghae looked at kibum ‘he-can’t-hide-it-anymore’. “Let. Donghae. talk.” Heechul glared at kibum. Kibum looked down and bit his lips. “hyung..” that’s all donghae said. That made heechul more confused and made him think that they are hiding something to him ever since he recovered from the accident. They continued playing, but the awkward silent is there. When they are done, heechul went out the room without saying a word.
*it sucks right? i've been having a writers' block. that's why i can't write something. i really wanted finish this already, but my mind is full of troubles right now, he won't function according to what i want. LOL.
so yeah, feel free to comment and i hope you enjoy it.^^