ERASER IN HIS HEAD.
ERASER IN HIS HEAD.
- geng’s POV -
It’s another day. I don’t know why but I don’t feel good today. It’s like something might happen. I turn around to face heechul. Looking at his beautiful face while asleep is priceless. You’ll a different side of him. I could spend my day just looking at him. I can never imagine my life without him. Those smirk ….. wait! Did he just smirk?!
“Why are you staring at me?” he opened his big brown eyes and rested on my chest.
I giggled.
“Hey! What’s wrong with you?” he sat up and stared at me half-smiled. His hair is all messed up but still, he is still beautiful. He blushed. I love those red cheeks and I finally answered. “Nothing, is it illegal to stare at the person whom I love?” I kissed him on his forehead while he hugged me with a smile on his face. “You should get going now, but let me cook for you first so you won’t leave with empty stomach, okay?” he held me tighter when I’m about to let him go. “Just 10 more minutes. I want to stay like this for a while.”
When I woke up, heechul is already gone. He left me a note on a pink paper. It said :
“HEY! SLEEPYHEAD! IF YOU’RE READING THIS MEANS… I ALREADY LEFT, I DON’T HAVE MUSH SCHEDS TODAY, AND I’LL BE HOME BEFORE DINNER. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. MISS YOU ALREADY! - heenim.♥♥♥”
I can’t help but smiled at the note. But then, I felt something isn’t right. I ignored it. I focused on what I should cook for dinner.
Hours passed and heechul texted me.
“baby, I’m on my way home. don’t get too excited! Kekekeke. J Love you! *hugs you tight*”
I replied.
“I’ll be waiting! J be careful on your way home, okay?^^ I love you more!”
I don’t know but I felt scared when I knew he’s already going home. 2hours passed and heechul is not yet here. I tried to text him and I also tried to call him. No answers. Suddenly, I felt strange. My hair all over my body stands. I felt nervous. I’m starting to get worried. I called eeteuk hyung.
“hyung! Are you with heechul a while ago?” I asked him worriedly. I can’t even speak properly. “no, I’m still finishing my schedules. But he called me earlier, he asked me to bring some snacks. Is there something wrong?” he asked me. Where the hell is he?! I asked myself. And I answered. “No. nothing. I hope. I tried to call him but he’s not answering.” I’m really worried. “I’ll try to call him and see if I can contact him I’ll call you after that. Okay? Don’t worry. Bye.” He ends up the call. I tried not to worry much. Not long ago my phone rang I immediately answer.
“Hello? Chulla?! Where are you?!” The guy on the other line didn’t let me finish. “It’s me, eeteuk.” He answered. “oh.” That’s all I can say. “I’m done. I’m on my way home and I tried to call him too, but he’s not answering.” I didn’t answer back. My mind is occupied, thinking where is he. “okay, text me or call m if he’s still not there.” He added. “okay, take care. Bye.” This time I’m the one who ended up the call.
After 5mins. My phone rang. This has to be heechul. Let it be heechul. I prayed. I dried my hands first before answering the call. “CHULLA!?” I shouted. “no, this is hyo-in from SeoulHospital.” Hospital? what can be the reason of this call? I got anxious and felt like collapsing. “hello? Is this Mr. Han’s?” the girl asked. “yes, what can I do fro you?” I asked. My heart is pumping crazily. “oh yes, I suggest you immediately come here. Your friend kim heechul got into an accident. He is in the operating room now.” The girl said. After the girl talked I unconsciously hang up the phone and ran immediately to SH. My tears started falling and it makes my eyes blurred. I bumped to eeteuk hyung in the elevator.
--- end of POV ---
“hyung! Ch… chulla.. chulla..” he stuttered. “what happened?” eeteuk shocked when he saw hanging. “he.. he,, accident.” Geng cried harder when he said ‘accident’. His eyes are already red and swollen as if he’s crying the whole day. “WHAT! Where is he?! I’ll drive you there. Where is he!?” they are both worried and scared. “Seoul hosp.” that’s all geng answered.
--- At Seoul Hosp. ---
“Excuse me, is there a patient name kim heechul?” the two guys are catching their breath as if they ran from their dorm to SH.
“Over here sir.” The nurse showed the way to operating room. They both waited outside the OR. They waited and waited. Geng can’t relax. And eeteuk tried to contact the other members. Finally, Geng sat beside eeteuk and cried. “He’ll be alright. It’s heenim we’re talking about.” Geng cried harder and eeteuk hugged him. “he’ll be alright. Sshh.. he’ll be alright.” But eeteuk can’t help it started crying too. “I’m scared hyung, what if something went wrong? I can’t lose him. I love him so much to the point I’ll die if he does.” Geng cried harder.
--- after 12hrs. ---
Heechul woke up and looked around him. Then looked at Geng. Then to Eeteuk. Geng kissed the back of his pal. Heechul just stared at him with confusing look. Eeuteuk just smiled and said. “We’re happy that you’re okay. I think heebum lend you a life. The means seven lives left for heebum. Kekekeke.” But heechul stayed quiet and poker face. Geng is started get worried. Usually heechul will laugh or react whenever someone joked around. “are you okay, baby?” geng held his hand tighter. But heechul let go. “Baby? Who are you?” heechul is trying to sit but he couldn’t because of the pain. “Do I know you? What am I doing here?!” Geng and eeteuk was shocked what just heechul said. Is this real? Is this possible?! Geng thought. The tears are started to form in his eyes. Suddenly, heechul shouted and held his head. The anesthesia is already loosing its effects. “AHHHHH!!!!! Why is it so painful!!!??” geng was about to hold his hand. “DON’T TOUCH ME! I DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU!” Geng and Eeteuk were taken back. Eeteuk quickly went out and called for a Doctor. The doctor came with two nurses. They injected a pain killer to heechul and he fell asleep after several minutes.
“What happened doc?” Geng’s eyes is already more puffy and red than before. Even Eeteuk. The doctor sighed and explained what happened. “he hit his head so hard that ‘cause to erase everything he remember.” Geng’s eyes widened and were shocked about what he heard. “Everything?” the older man repeated. “yes, Even his childhood days, his career, his fans, his family, his friends and his lover. It’s like back to basic for him. The only thing he can’t remember are the people he knew. And everything he does.” The doctor paused and continued. “This kind of situation eats a lot of time to recover and some of them don’t recover their memories. It’s like a hard drive that being corrupted.” The doctor waited them to react. But the two men were shocked that they can’t even absorb what the doctor said. Then the doctor added. “I’m sorry to what happened. Don’t force him to remember anything its bad for his head. Let’s do our best for him. Don’t stress him too much.” Then the doctor bowed and went outside. Geng was staring at sleeping heechul.
“what am I to you now? I can’t bear this. You’re alive. But to you we don’t exist anymore. Why… why… why of all people. How can I handle this? Tell me!!” he shouted. But heechul didn’t woke up. He continued. “I love you baby. I love you more than anything in this world. Please. Even just a glimpse of our memory together.. Please.. Remember something.” He knelt down from crying and eeteuk comforted him. Geng cried harder and eeteuk cried also while looking at his friend.
“I’ll go home first and be back to bring some for both of you. What clothes should I bring for heechul?” eeteuk trying to composed himself. “His favorite pink pajama. He’ll feel comfortable with that.” Geng answered monotonous. Ok, and for you?” eeteuk asked. “anything.” The moan is not on the mood to decide to what he should wear. Eeteuk nodded and left.
Other members visited heechul too. And they experience the same thing. Being asked who are they. Donghae and kibum cried harder among the members for being the closest one to heechul, they can’t stop crying because of what happened and because of the feeling of being forgotten. Some of them tried to hold back their tears but they failed.
There’s no day that geng won’t cry. Every time it happened heechul just stared and got confused. But he never talked to geng unless he wants something.
Who am I? Who is this guy? Why is he crying everyday? heechul asked himself. He felt the pain from the accident. He saw the bruises and some wounds it makes him more uncomfortable.
“excuse me,” heechul called Geng for the first time and Geng quickly went near to heechul and asked what he wants. But he answered with a question. “may I know your name?” he asked. Heechul saw his eyes closer and he saw puffy eyes and dark eye bags under his eyes. Geng looked down, he didn’t want to heechul to see that he is smiling and happy that he’s talking to him now. “I’m sorry. You never told me your name. I don’t know what to call you.” He apologized. “I’m Han Geng. You’re bo-roommate.” Geng was about to say the truth. But he doesn’t want to heechul think of anything until when he is discharged.
* so yeah, major failure, again! this is an one shot story. But it’s too long. So I’ll post the next part if you guys read it and like it. LOL. J feel free to comment. I’m sorry if there’s any wrong grammar. Thanks for reading it! J
- geng’s POV -
It’s another day. I don’t know why but I don’t feel good today. It’s like something might happen. I turn around to face heechul. Looking at his beautiful face while asleep is priceless. You’ll a different side of him. I could spend my day just looking at him. I can never imagine my life without him. Those smirk ….. wait! Did he just smirk?!
“Why are you staring at me?” he opened his big brown eyes and rested on my chest.
I giggled.
“Hey! What’s wrong with you?” he sat up and stared at me half-smiled. His hair is all messed up but still, he is still beautiful. He blushed. I love those red cheeks and I finally answered. “Nothing, is it illegal to stare at the person whom I love?” I kissed him on his forehead while he hugged me with a smile on his face. “You should get going now, but let me cook for you first so you won’t leave with empty stomach, okay?” he held me tighter when I’m about to let him go. “Just 10 more minutes. I want to stay like this for a while.”
When I woke up, heechul is already gone. He left me a note on a pink paper. It said :
“HEY! SLEEPYHEAD! IF YOU’RE READING THIS MEANS… I ALREADY LEFT, I DON’T HAVE MUSH SCHEDS TODAY, AND I’LL BE HOME BEFORE DINNER. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. MISS YOU ALREADY! - heenim.♥♥♥”
I can’t help but smiled at the note. But then, I felt something isn’t right. I ignored it. I focused on what I should cook for dinner.
Hours passed and heechul texted me.
“baby, I’m on my way home. don’t get too excited! Kekekeke. J Love you! *hugs you tight*”
I replied.
“I’ll be waiting! J be careful on your way home, okay?^^ I love you more!”
I don’t know but I felt scared when I knew he’s already going home. 2hours passed and heechul is not yet here. I tried to text him and I also tried to call him. No answers. Suddenly, I felt strange. My hair all over my body stands. I felt nervous. I’m starting to get worried. I called eeteuk hyung.
“hyung! Are you with heechul a while ago?” I asked him worriedly. I can’t even speak properly. “no, I’m still finishing my schedules. But he called me earlier, he asked me to bring some snacks. Is there something wrong?” he asked me. Where the hell is he?! I asked myself. And I answered. “No. nothing. I hope. I tried to call him but he’s not answering.” I’m really worried. “I’ll try to call him and see if I can contact him I’ll call you after that. Okay? Don’t worry. Bye.” He ends up the call. I tried not to worry much. Not long ago my phone rang I immediately answer.
“Hello? Chulla?! Where are you?!” The guy on the other line didn’t let me finish. “It’s me, eeteuk.” He answered. “oh.” That’s all I can say. “I’m done. I’m on my way home and I tried to call him too, but he’s not answering.” I didn’t answer back. My mind is occupied, thinking where is he. “okay, text me or call m if he’s still not there.” He added. “okay, take care. Bye.” This time I’m the one who ended up the call.
After 5mins. My phone rang. This has to be heechul. Let it be heechul. I prayed. I dried my hands first before answering the call. “CHULLA!?” I shouted. “no, this is hyo-in from SeoulHospital.” Hospital? what can be the reason of this call? I got anxious and felt like collapsing. “hello? Is this Mr. Han’s?” the girl asked. “yes, what can I do fro you?” I asked. My heart is pumping crazily. “oh yes, I suggest you immediately come here. Your friend kim heechul got into an accident. He is in the operating room now.” The girl said. After the girl talked I unconsciously hang up the phone and ran immediately to SH. My tears started falling and it makes my eyes blurred. I bumped to eeteuk hyung in the elevator.
--- end of POV ---
“hyung! Ch… chulla.. chulla..” he stuttered. “what happened?” eeteuk shocked when he saw hanging. “he.. he,, accident.” Geng cried harder when he said ‘accident’. His eyes are already red and swollen as if he’s crying the whole day. “WHAT! Where is he?! I’ll drive you there. Where is he!?” they are both worried and scared. “Seoul hosp.” that’s all geng answered.
--- At Seoul Hosp. ---
“Excuse me, is there a patient name kim heechul?” the two guys are catching their breath as if they ran from their dorm to SH.
“Over here sir.” The nurse showed the way to operating room. They both waited outside the OR. They waited and waited. Geng can’t relax. And eeteuk tried to contact the other members. Finally, Geng sat beside eeteuk and cried. “He’ll be alright. It’s heenim we’re talking about.” Geng cried harder and eeteuk hugged him. “he’ll be alright. Sshh.. he’ll be alright.” But eeteuk can’t help it started crying too. “I’m scared hyung, what if something went wrong? I can’t lose him. I love him so much to the point I’ll die if he does.” Geng cried harder.
--- after 12hrs. ---
Heechul woke up and looked around him. Then looked at Geng. Then to Eeteuk. Geng kissed the back of his pal. Heechul just stared at him with confusing look. Eeuteuk just smiled and said. “We’re happy that you’re okay. I think heebum lend you a life. The means seven lives left for heebum. Kekekeke.” But heechul stayed quiet and poker face. Geng is started get worried. Usually heechul will laugh or react whenever someone joked around. “are you okay, baby?” geng held his hand tighter. But heechul let go. “Baby? Who are you?” heechul is trying to sit but he couldn’t because of the pain. “Do I know you? What am I doing here?!” Geng and eeteuk was shocked what just heechul said. Is this real? Is this possible?! Geng thought. The tears are started to form in his eyes. Suddenly, heechul shouted and held his head. The anesthesia is already loosing its effects. “AHHHHH!!!!! Why is it so painful!!!??” geng was about to hold his hand. “DON’T TOUCH ME! I DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU!” Geng and Eeteuk were taken back. Eeteuk quickly went out and called for a Doctor. The doctor came with two nurses. They injected a pain killer to heechul and he fell asleep after several minutes.
“What happened doc?” Geng’s eyes is already more puffy and red than before. Even Eeteuk. The doctor sighed and explained what happened. “he hit his head so hard that ‘cause to erase everything he remember.” Geng’s eyes widened and were shocked about what he heard. “Everything?” the older man repeated. “yes, Even his childhood days, his career, his fans, his family, his friends and his lover. It’s like back to basic for him. The only thing he can’t remember are the people he knew. And everything he does.” The doctor paused and continued. “This kind of situation eats a lot of time to recover and some of them don’t recover their memories. It’s like a hard drive that being corrupted.” The doctor waited them to react. But the two men were shocked that they can’t even absorb what the doctor said. Then the doctor added. “I’m sorry to what happened. Don’t force him to remember anything its bad for his head. Let’s do our best for him. Don’t stress him too much.” Then the doctor bowed and went outside. Geng was staring at sleeping heechul.
“what am I to you now? I can’t bear this. You’re alive. But to you we don’t exist anymore. Why… why… why of all people. How can I handle this? Tell me!!” he shouted. But heechul didn’t woke up. He continued. “I love you baby. I love you more than anything in this world. Please. Even just a glimpse of our memory together.. Please.. Remember something.” He knelt down from crying and eeteuk comforted him. Geng cried harder and eeteuk cried also while looking at his friend.
“I’ll go home first and be back to bring some for both of you. What clothes should I bring for heechul?” eeteuk trying to composed himself. “His favorite pink pajama. He’ll feel comfortable with that.” Geng answered monotonous. Ok, and for you?” eeteuk asked. “anything.” The moan is not on the mood to decide to what he should wear. Eeteuk nodded and left.
Other members visited heechul too. And they experience the same thing. Being asked who are they. Donghae and kibum cried harder among the members for being the closest one to heechul, they can’t stop crying because of what happened and because of the feeling of being forgotten. Some of them tried to hold back their tears but they failed.
There’s no day that geng won’t cry. Every time it happened heechul just stared and got confused. But he never talked to geng unless he wants something.
Who am I? Who is this guy? Why is he crying everyday? heechul asked himself. He felt the pain from the accident. He saw the bruises and some wounds it makes him more uncomfortable.
“excuse me,” heechul called Geng for the first time and Geng quickly went near to heechul and asked what he wants. But he answered with a question. “may I know your name?” he asked. Heechul saw his eyes closer and he saw puffy eyes and dark eye bags under his eyes. Geng looked down, he didn’t want to heechul to see that he is smiling and happy that he’s talking to him now. “I’m sorry. You never told me your name. I don’t know what to call you.” He apologized. “I’m Han Geng. You’re bo-roommate.” Geng was about to say the truth. But he doesn’t want to heechul think of anything until when he is discharged.
* so yeah, major failure, again! this is an one shot story. But it’s too long. So I’ll post the next part if you guys read it and like it. LOL. J feel free to comment. I’m sorry if there’s any wrong grammar. Thanks for reading it! J