Nov 08, 2005 16:49
Lets See, Im Getting Ready To Go To Matts Soon. Its Next Weekend. Im So Excited. Thats The Most Important Thing, Even Tho It's My Birthday Sunday, I Dont Care, Im More Worried About Making Everything With Matt Perfect.
I Dont Get How You COuld Put Someone You Love In That Position. I Messed Up And Now We Are Making This Right. Making Things Perfect, But Why Tell People That? Why Not Just Let Them Think I Am Still Hurting You And Life Is Bad? I Wouldnt Ever Put You In That Position. I Wouldnt Want To Make You Uncomfortable. You Are More Important Then My Friends And Your Happyness Is Worth The World. Even Tho You Deserved It, I WOuldnt. I Wouldnt Let Anyone Say Anything To You. But I Guess We Think Differently. I Guess You Dont Care If What They Say Is Going To Hurt Me Or Make Me Upset.
Ok, I Got All My Anger Out. I Love Matt, More Then Anything, He Means The World And More To Me. I Cant Wait To See Him!!! But Whatever, He Is The Reason I Am Going And Im Gunna Make It Special For US AND ONLY US Because No One Else Matters. Kinda...Like Friends And Family Dont Count.